i feel unstable. like an intermediate compound. or a transition state. the latter is more unstable. maybe i’m not that unstable, or i would have already dropped to stability. but it is really irritating. i wish i could just fall down, on either side would be fine. reactant or product. as long as i am stable. and lower the energy input, don’t want to fall down and have enough energy to overcome the activation energy again. that would be meaningless. just stabilize. reactant. product: kinetic or thermodynamic. it doesn’t matter. actually prefer thermodynamic, because that is more stable.