i was going to write some random post about how i should work. but i decided not to. because i didn’t know what to write. and i was uninspired to write it. so i deleted it. and started over. and now im writing this. and i am uninspired to write this. my tastes change. my mouth feels weird right now and i dont know why. it feels like the saliva is dissolving my mouth apart, so soon ill have a hole in my mouth. and then ill drool everywhere. and people will think im retarded. some people are weird. like shiina ringo. she covers songs she writes. so its like. the same thing again. its weird.