Monthly Archives: August 2003

08/31/2003 Entry: “mein eyes brennt”

my eyes hurt
oh well
school sucks
i have no more time
i probably wont do too much matrices…
too much time
flash sucks
and then theres so many ideas
from reinaldo..
better luck last year…
possible sequel…
oh well
thats why
theres LELANDCRAFT!!!
yay!
revival
began
yesterday
look at it now!

a z n b iR d mAn: dude u need to update morello on lelandcraft
azN xrE taRD BOI: why?
a z n b iR d mAn: she needs to have like metamorphosis
a z n b iR d mAn: into
a z n b iR d mAn: troyan
a z n b iR d mAn: UBER PAT TIME

f a t s h e e p1: im getting sick
azN xrE taRD BOI: from what?
f a t s h e e p1: from withdrawal
f a t s h e e p1: of wc3

Music: Static-X – This is Not

08/30/2003 Entry: “dead”

im dead
i dont know what to talk about
school sucks
but u read about that a lot in xangas
so
screw this
“ill write later”
quoted like from 10 million xangas

i was bored…
so i was reading about that one movie better luck tomorrow
that asian movie…
about some guy named ben
overachiever they called him
kinda like the real ben
same goals…
do well in school… get into good college… get laid…
stuff like that…
interesting…
mtv must have known ben kung…
to make a movie about his future..

Music: Rammstein – Adios

08/29/2003 Entry: “er ok”

okay
today
they rhyme
oh well
go to hell
they also rhyme
i mime
and eat limes
when i sigh
and ask why?

er… ok

today in bergantz… it was weird… i think i now hate bergantz… shes racist… today she bashed asians… she said it was common steriotypes we should know… bitch… she never bashed the white people as much… wtf is with her… almost like aguilera… stupid person asking us really dumb questions on that damn quiz. and yamamoto… freaken mah quizzes… and fukui… ugh… its 3rd day and i have hated teachers… its like bowen and kim x 1000 and yamamoto and fukui… like last year… respectively…

Music: Korn – Wake Up

08/27/2003 Entry: “1st day of school”

so…
the first day of school
and i hate it already
especially strange classes like agulera’s eng acc
i hate it
so stupid
she is some weird woman
talking about old women in victoria secret catalogs or something
yea
weird
my fav class this year will be mah i guess
more people i know
and will talk to
oh well
screw it
i cant wait for school to end
usually i kinda like first days of school
u do nothing!
but then
theres MAH!!!
stupid yama..
i hate it
suddenly… there so many people at school
ever notice that?
english class is like divided
this “boys corner” and the rest is all girls
only 1/3 are guys…
sad
oh well
it seems like reinaldo is following me around..
or maybe he just has 4 classes with me…
id like to thank reinaldo
for giving me that ayumi hamasaki cd
thank you

Music: Ayumi Hamasaki – Endless Sorrow

08/27/2003 Entry: “im posting at 6 am”

wtf am i doing at 6 am posting?
i dont know
but i couldn’t sleep
school starts in 2 hours
hm
oh well

tTtootTtOorRroO (6:12:58 AM): help
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:13:03 AM): did u miss me? :-*
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:13:09 AM): help?
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:13:10 AM): um…not that way
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:13:11 AM): onwhat?
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:13:19 AM): but sure
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:13:20 AM): well
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:13:26 AM): u think if i copy in fukui
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:13:31 AM): will i get caught?
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:13:38 AM): yama catch u?
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:13:43 AM): i dunno
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:13:44 AM): scared
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:13:47 AM): or fuk-u-i catch you?
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:13:53 AM): i’ve been in troulbe w/ yama too much
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:13:56 AM): well
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:13:58 AM): start out fresh
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:13:59 AM): but neway i’m gonna copy mi ass off
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:14:00 AM): start out new
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:02 AM): yea
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:14:04 AM): you should
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:14:07 AM): now go to sleep
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:09 AM): i need high school recommendation
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:14:09 AM): u ahve 1 hours
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:10 AM): can’t
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:11 AM): if i sleep
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:15 AM): i’ll wake up late
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:14:20 AM): high school recommendattion?
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:28 AM): ok i need approximately 2 chapters of tutoring
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:14:31 AM): ok
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:33 AM): and 1 chatper of copying
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:34 AM): ??
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:14:34 AM): ill prepare the stuff
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:39 AM): yea
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:41 AM): thanks
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:14:44 AM): haha
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:49 AM): lik wut shud i bring sensei abu san
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:14:57 AM): u cud put this in ur blog
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:14:57 AM): a pencil
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:15:00 AM): what?
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:15:03 AM): conversation from 4 to now
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:15:05 AM): thie conversation?
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:15:06 AM): oh
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:15:10 AM): about random stuff too
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:15:10 AM): do u have it all saved?
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:15:13 AM): no
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:15:16 AM): erg
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:15:18 AM): i jus thot of it
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:15:20 AM): well
azN xrE taRD BOI (6:15:22 AM): i dont have it
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:15:24 AM): haha…
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:15:28 AM): well jus put part of it up
tTtootTtOorRroO (6:15:30 AM): lik this

azN xrE taRD BOI: back
tTtootTtOorRroO: woah
tTtootTtOorRroO: i was trying to finish
tTtootTtOorRroO: but screw it
tTtootTtOorRroO: btw
azN xrE taRD BOI: yes?
tTtootTtOorRroO: watch music videos
azN xrE taRD BOI: lol
azN xrE taRD BOI: when ur doing mah
tTtootTtOorRroO: a lot of them lik MICHAEL JACKSON
azN xrE taRD BOI: why?
tTtootTtOorRroO: hav great ideas for matrices
tTtootTtOorRroO: and i lik the kh
azN xrE taRD BOI: kh?
tTtootTtOorRroO: so i think we shud have jeremy fly bakcward across the ocean
azN xrE taRD BOI: er
tTtootTtOorRroO: and then a countdown
azN xrE taRD BOI: no one would get that except me u and ben tang
tTtootTtOorRroO: lik wher’s reinaldo
tTtootTtOorRroO: wher
tTtootTtOorRroO: kore wa?
tTtootTtOorRroO: kore wa?
azN xrE taRD BOI: baka desu
tTtootTtOorRroO: noo
tTtootTtOorRroO: jus hav a bunch of korea wa’s appear
tTtootTtOorRroO: and then fukui pops up
azN xrE taRD BOI: korea wa’s
tTtootTtOorRroO
: and that’s the agent
azN xrE taRD BOI: wtf?
azN xrE taRD BOI: asian
tTtootTtOorRroO: then morpheus is lik freze
azN xrE taRD BOI: poping out of nowhere
tTtootTtOorRroO: lol
azN xrE taRD BOI: oh
azN xrE taRD BOI: ok
tTtootTtOorRroO: yea
azN xrE taRD BOI: i get it now
azN xrE taRD BOI: what happened to brian?
tTtootTtOorRroO: another training program designed to teach u one thing
tTtootTtOorRroO: u mean online?
tTtootTtOorRroO: he’s neva on
azN xrE taRD BOI: no
azN xrE taRD BOI: for the training thing
tTtootTtOorRroO: he is
azN xrE taRD BOI: brian is myfirstmitten now
tTtootTtOorRroO: the girl inthe red speedo is him
tTtootTtOorRroO: but fukui is the agent
azN xrE taRD BOI: not cyberslpr12 now
tTtootTtOorRroO: oo
tTtootTtOorRroO: wel
tTtootTtOorRroO: l
tTtootTtOorRroO: i dun rela
tTtootTtOorRroO: l
tTtootTtOorRroO: y talk
tTtootTtOorRroO: to
tTtootTtOorRroO: him
tTtootTtOorRroO: wut the hell
azN xrE taRD BOI: id otn knwo
tTtootTtOorRroO: every time i pressed space
tTtootTtOorRroO: it kept entering
tTtootTtOorRroO: wth
azN xrE taRD BOI: intersintg
tTtootTtOorRroO: yea
tTtootTtOorRroO: strange
tTtootTtOorRroO: shit it’s brite
tTtootTtOorRroO: i’m gonna take a bath soon
tTtootTtOorRroO: wut time u going to school
tTtootTtOorRroO: i’m leaving 7:30
azN xrE taRD BOI: that early?
tTtootTtOorRroO: bret harte is same time now
azN xrE taRD BOI: i get to school at like 7:55
azN xrE taRD BOI: no
tTtootTtOorRroO: so it’s jammed even more
tTtootTtOorRroO: yea
tTtootTtOorRroO: bret harte is same time now rite?
azN xrE taRD BOI: bret harte is at 8:30
azN xrE taRD BOI: or something
tTtootTtOorRroO: oo well
tTtootTtOorRroO: jus come at &:30 lik me
tTtootTtOorRroO: i gotta find mi classes
azN xrE taRD BOI: hm
tTtootTtOorRroO: and no i’m not following u
tTtootTtOorRroO: cuz if ur absent
azN xrE taRD BOI: thats a good excuse
tTtootTtOorRroO: then i’m screwed
azN xrE taRD BOI: to get to school
azN xrE taRD BOI: early
azN xrE taRD BOI: and tutor ur arse
tTtootTtOorRroO: yea
tTtootTtOorRroO: i was also gonna metnion that
tTtootTtOorRroO: so…?
azN xrE taRD BOI: so…?
azN xrE taRD BOI: how bout them suggestive ayumi cds?
tTtootTtOorRroO: 7:30-&;35 leave ur house
tTtootTtOorRroO: well..i dun want it confiscated
tTtootTtOorRroO: so i’ll giv it in yamamoto
tTtootTtOorRroO: or in fukui
tTtootTtOorRroO: dpends on myt mood
azN xrE taRD BOI: or before shcool
tTtootTtOorRroO: OO SHIT
tTtootTtOorRroO: i’m gonna pak up
tTtootTtOorRroO: wud u bring
azN xrE taRD BOI: binder
azN xrE taRD BOI: nooto
tTtootTtOorRroO: cuz…u kno i hav 4 classes w/ u
tTtootTtOorRroO: ok
azN xrE taRD BOI: and the book thing
tTtootTtOorRroO: o btw
azN xrE taRD BOI: the algebra book
azN xrE taRD BOI: yes?
tTtootTtOorRroO: u think i can use yamamoto’s thing
tTtootTtOorRroO: to staple my hw??
azN xrE taRD BOI: er
tTtootTtOorRroO: or…shud i do it now?
azN xrE taRD BOI: hm
azN xrE taRD BOI: do it at her class
tTtootTtOorRroO: ok
tTtootTtOorRroO: i’m paking up
azN xrE taRD BOI: cuz u dont know how many pages ur going to use
azN xrE taRD BOI: why!?
azN xrE taRD BOI: hm
tTtootTtOorRroO: cuz
azN xrE taRD BOI: im going to go eat breakfast
azN xrE taRD BOI: goodnight
azN xrE taRD BOI: i mean
tTtootTtOorRroO: i need mi jap 34 stuff
tTtootTtOorRroO: ok
azN xrE taRD BOI: morning
tTtootTtOorRroO: morning
tTtootTtOorRroO: later

08/26/2003 Entry: “wc3 tournament”

warcraft 3 tournament…
i played in that
it was interesing
i won 1 game
and lost 4
so
i stopped playing
yea
and what was strange
the random thing put me up with danny
so i was against danny
interesting
thats all

Music: Nothing

08/26/2003 Entry: “oOoo.. lightning!”

yesterday…
at night
lightning! and thunder!
it was so cool!
lights flashing!
it was like someone pointed a strobe light at my window!!
lights!
so bright!
couldn’t sleep!
i fell asleep after they stopped flashing…
the lightning kept on reflecting off my mirrors…
crazy crap!
then i woke up around 2 or something
and it was raining crazily!!
i think its an omen…
school starts tomorrow..

JermRiddled: I was going to stick a metal rod to my head and go dance outside

Music: Korn – Here to Stay

08/25/2003 Entry: “die”

i tested my comp today
seems to run very well
i left it on for 12 hours
its good and smooth running

final fantasy x-2 better be good
that is all
im sorry
but nothing of importance has come up
im sorry of making this seem like a xanga

Ahm Shaegar: lalalalala
Auto response from azN xrE taRD BOI: I am away from my computer right now.
Ahm Shaegar: sucks
Ahm Shaegar: i can’t believe you can actually pull away from that new comp of yours

Music: Korn – Somebody Someone

08/24/2003 Entry: “what to write?”

i like my new comp
its happily residing next to me
with its 4 fans total spinning furiously
as they try to cool everything within
such as all the cpu
and radeon 9800 pro
and everything else
and my aim is different or something
its all weird
it has a weird sound for sign on and off
weird
oh well

“Reality is the greatest illusion”

-Michael Ortiz

SemiCharmedJen: i want to take my mah hw and stab it viciously when its not looking, then drown it in a river

08/23/2003 Entry: “my new computer!”

i finally finished my computer! its great! its so fun! it has a speaker system! i can hear bass! i am blissful! school starts soon! no!!!!

Music: everything! except linkin park

08/22/2003 Entry: “mountain dew is caffeinated”

u know… i drink a lot of mountain dew… that orange ones… those special summer ones… cuz for some reason… my mom stocked our house with them… so i decided to get rid of them… i drink at least 2 cans a day… mountain dew… causes bad sleeping habits… it also has yellow 5… that queer substance that people say will do bad things to male organs or whatever… i think its a load of crap… cuz if it were real… then a bunch of sterile males would be running around… unless… this is a secret operation to control the population problem… hm…

remember back then? when subprofiles were cool?… there used to be a subprofile in every person’s profile… now its all gone? was everyone killed off by the popups on subprofile.com? i remember i used to have a subprofil

e… then i killed the link with my blurty… then this… now… no one has a subprofile… its all freaken xangas!!!! i hate them!!! die!! kill that damn asian blog ring…

and xangas all have annoying asian music!!!! its freaken gay… i remember in 7th grade everyone was like “wtf is with you? why do you listen to asian music?”… and now… everyone listens to that crap… so i decided to move on… and that damn chinese pop… it sucks!!! i hate xanga music… and xangas… and their gayness… goodday…

azN xrE taRD BOI: i like AOL!!!
Ahm Shaegar: yes!
Ahm Shaegar: masochist!

Music: Korn – Somebody Someone

08/21/2003 Entry: “freaken schedules”

today was interesting…
somewhat
wake up at 10…
go to pick up my schedule a little late…
then i got a weird schedule…

1- pe – hansen
2- jap 3,4 – fukui
3- eng acc – aguilera
4- mah – yamamoto
5- world cultures acc – bergantz
6- chem hon? – roske

wonder why theres a question mark after hon? well… u see… i got put in normal chem 1,2 and so i asked those psychos that put those schedules together… apparently roske teaches honors and 1,2 at the same time… so i just have to tell her that im in honors… hm.. i hope it works… funny tho… so many errors… bio ap was full… chem ap was already somewhat full… waiting list… so everyone that took chem over the summer for credit may need to take chem hon… or physics… funny they are so slow… it was at #93 when they closed for lunch… people had to come later… ha ha. i had nothing to change… im happy… i ate at round table after… they moved the building… like 10 feet… so its now smaller… dumb people…

oh well…
tell me if we have the same class…

“If Stupidity got us into this mess, then why can’t it get us out?”
-Will Rogers (1879-1935)

we took pictures today… my photographer was weird… “think of BoA”… funny… made me laugh… i will have a strange photo this year… goodbye

you smell like butt
congratulations. you are the “you smell like
butt” bunny. your brutally honest and
always say whats on your mind.

which happy bunny are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

fall is coming… which isn’t too good… its raining a little now… it rained when i walked home… oh well…

Music: Korn – Falling Away From Me

08/20/2003 Entry: “dont move the tauren!”

dont move the tauren!
fun game on warcraft 3
its like the title..
if u move u lose.
so its whoever can stand it the longest…
fun fun fun
not really…
hansens energy drinks are crazy
energy ful…
bye
another meaningless entry by the one and only abraham

school starts soon
pick up schedules tomorrow..

f a t s h e e p1: i need to put as many wc3 hr as i can
f a t s h e e p1: in these last few precious days

Ahm Shaegar: foresty
Ahm Shaegar: be good to it
Ahm Shaegar: and a tree might fall on your house during a thunderstorm
Ahm Shaegar: nature loves mankind

Music: Ayumi Hamasaki – Fly High

08/19/2003 Entry: “dreams suck”

i hate my dreams…
they are so strange….
yesterday i had a dream that i was a hitman…
pretty strange…
it was getting weirder then i woke up…
i fell back asleep and dreamt i was a mouse…
i mouse in a giant mouse colony…
being threatened by a bunch of cats…
yea…
my dreams are strange…
school is also strange…
in conclusion…
it must be the school’s strange aura thats giving me these dreams…
goodnight…

Your Brain Usage Profile

Auditory : 35%
Visual : 64%
Left : 65%
Right : 35%

Abraham, you are somewhat left-hemisphere dominant and show a preference for visual learning, although not extreme in either characteristic. You probably tend to do most things in moderation, but not always.

Your left-hemisphere dominance implies that your learning style is organized and structured, detail oriented and logical. Your visual preference, though, has you seeking stimulation and multiple data. Such an outlook can overwhelm structure and logic and create an almost continuous state of uncertainty and agitation. You may well suffer a feeling of continually trying to “catch up” with yourself.

Your tendency to be organized and logical and attend to details is reasonably well-established which should afford you success regardless of your chosen field of endeavor. You can “size up” situations and take in information rapidly. However, you must then subject that data to being classified and organized which causes you to “lose touch” with the immediacy of the problem.

Your logical and methodical nature hamper you in this regard though in the long run it may work to your advantage since you “learn from experience” and can go through the process more rapidly on subsequent occasions.

You remain predominantly functional in your orientation and practical. Abstraction and theory are secondary to application. In keeping with this, you focus on details until they manifest themselves in a unique pattern and only then work with the “larger whole.”

With regards to your career choices, you have a mentality that would be good as a scientist, coach, athlete, design consultant, or an engineering technician. You can “see where you want to go” and even be able to “tell yourself,” but find that you are “fighting yourself” at the darndest times.

sound like me?

Music: Korn – Somebody Someone

08/17/2003 Entry: “red water…”

ever watch red water? its that movie thats the hype now on tbs superstation… u should watch it… its funny. well… the shark is supposed to be some super good model… but it looks FAKE! and then some fake shark jumps out and kills a girl… funny… why dont they use computer graphics? silly people… they should make a movie called “yellow snow”… ha…

well… school starts soon… time to walk down halls… and see some couple attacking each other… er… i mean kissing… kissing is so strange… its like an attack or something… they seem to be eating each others face or something… quoted from my cousin: “they will need to open their mouths larger thanthat to eat each other…” yea.. why do people do that? attack each other? why cant it just be a normal quick kiss? oh well… i will never know… blah

Music: Korn – Somebody Someone

08/16/2003 Entry: “goats”

goats… u know… those animals… those weird animals that slipknot uses… goats. they scare me. i dont know why. but they just are… maybe from traumatizing experiences decades ago… those petting zoos… goats… blah… i hate goats… they try to eat ur clothes… then they attack you… scary stuff… i dont know… i hate blogs… or whatever… u can call this piece of crap… it makes me feel obligated to update this crap… oh well… goodbye…

i wish i was a fish… a fish in a pond… a fish that is free… and ignorant… happiness would be all around… i could be happily in water… the bliss… i could never close my eyes… i would always be awake… happiness… blah..

some blaster virus thing is crazy now…

Music: Herzer – Monochrom

SSephirothT: ievenjoind the procrastnators’ club buty the meeting was postponed

08/15/2003 Entry: “the big hit…”

i watched this strange movie on superstation yesterday…
the big hit…
pretty funny.
and strange…
the movie just talks about some ransom group kidnapping some girl. the girl turns out to be the group leader’s god daughter… and they go kill people. funny. kinda. the father of the girl is japanese… and the girl is chinese and looks white also. so it was a strange mix… oh well… and it was also disturbingly weird… cuz there was this one guy that was always working out his hands… and in the last battle (that every movie has)… there was a poster with his picture and it said “this month’s number 1 adult rentals”… eww… oh well… i say it was an interesting movie.. funny… u should all go see it…

Music: Korn – Somebody Someone

08/14/2003 Entry: “”whats that on ur hand?” “nothing. its soap” “no! its cooking oil! ur too old for this willard! get urself a nice girlfriend””

that conversation that is my subject is from willard… that strange movie…
pretty funny
and nasty.

updates for today…
i won a radeon 9800 pro on ebay..
for 100$ less than real price…

er.
i dont know
what to write
cuz this is
so stupid.
u might see a new layout for my website
if u do
its will still be final fantasy based
somewhat
blah
im bored
i hate this blog
i hate aim
i hate it all
death
oh well
my computer parts will come soon
bye

i like how theres so many candidates for governor…
strange people too!
i want to be governor…
most people want arnold to be governor…
either way…
california is doomed…
see you guys in nevada

f a t s h e e p1: my parents are so angry that i didn’t get into mah
f a t s h e e p1: now they think im going to be a retard
azN xrE taRD BOI: haha
azN xrE taRD BOI: its just an H
azN xrE taRD BOI: doesn’t make you a retard
azN xrE taRD BOI: u could still skip calc ab
f a t s h e e p1: that H divides
f a t s h e e p1: macdonalds workers
f a t s h e e p1: and ceos

Music: Ayumi Hamasaki – Endless Sorrow

08/13/2003 Entry: “glad to see that all the readers are still dead”

hey
blah
huh
meaningless words
they conquer aim
my computer will rape jeremy’s alienware.
not literally.
music is great
calm peaceful piano
to the great slamming of drums
and crazy guitar power chords.
skipping the rap and punk rock in the middle.
i dont know why
i just dont like punk rock.
so if u hate me for that
i dont care
lets have a moment of clarification shall we?
i finished mah hw in june
in about 2 weeks.
now everyone is all bitching about how crazy i am
lets clarify.
i did it not because im an uber freak in math.
but mearly because it was more appealing than summer school.
if u were to choose between listening to a chemistry teacher for 2 hours
or do something more useful.
i would choose the mah.
and since that happened.
i finished my math earlier than everyone else.
and now everyone asks me to help them.
lets clarify that also.
i finished early.
doesn’t mean i did them all correct.
ok?
i hope you all know that now.
so that one distance problem
dont tell me to do it for you
i bsed that one
u want to see my work?
its a line
and the answer
ok!?
and all those trig problems at the end.
they are all mostly triangles
and then the answer.
i mean… c’mon…!
yamamoto gave us all the freaken answers!
use them to ur freaken advantage
crazy mah people.

I Am Beaugars: i hate it when people apologize!
I Am Beaugars: i can’t stay mad at them anymore

I Am Beaugars: and that white rapper
azN xrE taRD BOI: rap is queer
azN xrE taRD BOI: stop talking about it
I Am Beaugars: my cousin calls him a wigger

Music: Final Fantasy X-2 – Kuon-Hikari To Nami No Kioku

08/12/2003 Entry: “99 bottles of beer”

lil spiky durian: 99 bottles of beer on the wall 99 bottles of beer
azN xrE taRD BOI: take one down pass it around
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lil spiky durian: 1bottles of beer on the wall 1bottles of beer
azN xrE taRD BOI: take one down pass it around
azN xrE taRD BOI: yay!
lil spiky durian: 0bottles of beer on the wall 0bottles of beer
azN xrE taRD BOI: take one down pass it around
lil spiky durian: NO more bottles of BEEEER!
azN xrE taRD BOI: yay
azN xrE taRD BOI: im too drunk now
lil spiky durian: wHEEe
lil spiky durian: high five
azN xrE taRD BOI: high five back

08/12/2003 Entry: “my new comp…”

my new comp… so far…
Radeon 9600Pro
Intel Pentium 4 2.6GHz, 512K 800 FSB Socket 478 Hyper Threading Boxed Processor
Fudin ATX-268WBP 350W Black Mid Tower ATX Case
Intel BOXD865PERLL “Springdale” Motherboard
Maxtor 120GB L01M120 8MB Buffer Serial ATA (SATA) – Retail Hard Drive Kit
Corsair 1024MB PC3200 400MHz 2-64×64 XMS TwinX Dual-Channel DDR Memory 184Pin

well thats what i plan to get…
i just need cdrw and thats about it…
just that is about 1000$…
hm..
oh my.
i plan to overclock a little bit…
so it will run at 2.8 GHz? maybe…
hm.

a z n b iR d mAn: xangas can blow me man
a z n b iR d mAn: they are so fuckin annoying to make
azN xrE taRD BOI: yes
a z n b iR d mAn: i get like
a z n b iR d mAn: past step 1
a z n b iR d mAn: and then i give up

MyFirstMitten: Your last words will be… “sex?!!?”
MyFirstMitten: lol
azN xrE taRD BOI: urs?
MyFirstMitten: im gonna be a horny bastard when i grow up

I Am Beaugars: a violin is like an assualt rifle with 4 ammo
I Am Beaugars: and a guitar is like a sniper rifle
I Am Beaugars: and i don’t wanna think what a bass is

Music: Ayumi Hamasaki – M (Above and Beyond Remix)

08/11/2003 Entry: “new entry of the day”


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Your LJ username Your real name Your sex Your age Your last words will be… “FUCK YOU!”
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somewhat makes sense…

hm. what is there to talk about? well… im attempting to build a new computer… with less than 1000$…

so… its almost time for school… the time when i get the weirdest dreams of all… they are all of meaningless things… last nights dream was of 1st and 2nd period… my 1st was english and 2nd was world cultures… so based on last years settings… my complete schedule can be deduced from this dream… it would be…

1 – english acc
2 – world cultures acc
3 – mah
4 – japanese
5 – pe
6 – chem hon

strange… it would be strange if it actually turned out that way… we’ll see… on the 21st or something like that… the day when we get our schedules… why cant they just mail them to us!? damn budget cuts… damn gray davis… next time im running for governor… i mean… california cant get any much worse… oh well
bye

Music: Final Fantasy X-2 – Yuna No Ballad

08/10/2003 Entry: “damn mice”

i saw this one movie… called willard… pretty weird movie… if u dont know what its about… its about this loner who has no friends… so he makes friends with mice! the story is pretty funny… his boss hates him… so he hates his boss… and they hate each other… he traines his mice… his mice are smart… he like this one called Socrates… he hated all the other rats… he tells Socrates to tell the other rats what to do… and the rats make enemies… Socrates and Ben… i guess Ben got jealous of Socrates and commanded all the rats to kill Willard’s mom… then that gets him fired from his job… and Socrates gets killed by the boss of the job… with a stick… so Willard goes insane and gets Ben and friends to kill the boss… he says “tear him apart” and then the boss gets torn apart…. pretty nasty… a few mice go inside the body… and tear him apart… and at the end… “all good things come to an end”… so… yea… Ben… being the fag… commands all mice to attack w

illard… and at the end its just screaming and yelling of pain… and then the sillouette of Ben…

my conclusion…
all Ben’s in this world are fags…
get friends… (that are humans)…
and thats about it…

today my cousin went home…
sad day…
oh well…

2 and a half weeks of summer left…
kill me.
in 2 and a half weeks.

Music: Rammstein – Zwitter

08/09/2003 Entry: “6 glowsticks, a strobe light, and 2 guys that cant rave…”

yes… that happened… my cousin took the 3 cans of energy drink and drank them all… fun… kinda… well heres some pictures…

the drinks…

me sitting down with those glow stick things…

my glowing bed…

me…

cousin with a strobe light!

if u want to see all of them in full quality… go to my cousin’s page thing

i went to raging waters…
quite wet…
i can swim…
that is all…

Music: Darude – Sandstorm

08/08/2003 Entry: “starbucks is fun”

biking to starbucks is fun. coming home is not. biking down a hill is fun. biking up a hill is not. now connect those statements together and u can conclude that i live at a top of a hill. the end.
but thats not all! i got a frappachino (however u spell it) at starbucks! it made me happily colder in the summer heat! my cousin bought a double shot! then we went to safeway. and he bought like 2 more energy drinks. doubleshots are cheaper at safeway. he plans to drink all those energy drinks tonight. and he wants to do a rave party. in my room. with my strobe light. and this other light thing. i bought 2 mini glowsticks for 25 cents apiece at safeway. we will rave with those! and we can liquid rave and breakdance and do all this crazy stuff! what a boring day.

You represent... angst.
You represent… angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It’s okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It’s only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.

What feeling do you represent?
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Leo
You should be dating a Leo.
23 July – 22 August
This mate is honest and loyal, with a sunny
disposition. Though this lion has the tendency
to be arrogant, sulky or smug, he/she is
unrestrained in bed.

What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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Casual
You’re a CASUAL AIM-ER! Congrats, you’re
normal…or you’re pretending to be.

What kind of AIM-er are you?
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Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
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Dark Water
You come from Dark Water. You are solitary and
find peace in yourself, or maybe you’re
turmoiled but pull off peace.

Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Your a true BLONDE… we could definatly tell

What color is your hair!?
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Interesting…

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead – you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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er. yea.

Jasmine
You are Jasmine from Aladdin!

What Disney Princess are you?
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ok. whatever.

You Are Loss
You are Loss.

Your life defines tragedy. You have experienced
great hardships on an unimaginable scale and it
has jaded your view of life.

What Emotion Are You?
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The liberty spikes
You like the Mohawk or liberty spikes!!!!!!!! You
rock thats what i have.

Witch Hair style would you have.
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So goth

 you're dead!
You are every goth-kids dream!

Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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entrancing
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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err…

Villian
You’re A Villian!
You evil person, you. You have a dark side to you.
Your destiny is world destruction/domination.
Just so long as those pesky heros stay out of
your way.

What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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You see the world in Gray
Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn’t it? Life is miserable.
Made by
Sara

What color do you see the world in?
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Democrat
Threat rating: High. The Bush administration is
concerned that it may not get a second term.
Therefore, we are going to change the rules so
that each Democrat vote only counts as 0.2
votes because Democrat is a shorter word than
Republican

What threat to the Bush administration are you?
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Smirk
You’re the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that’s a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don’t give a damn,but it’s
everyone else’s fault if you don’t because
you’re too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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attractive?…

bitch
your bitch.

What swear word are you?
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you are bassist! you are sometimes dominant and
sometimes you just go with the flow. you are
sophisticated and you are very intelligent.
unlike others, you solve your problems through
thinking it through and dont take immediate
action. people wait on you and appreciate you
for your thoughts. you have your own identity
and you are very speial. and you are definetly
not fake.

::who are you in the BAND?::
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HASH(0x874d478)
Jimmy Eat World. You’re laid back and get along
with all sorts of ppl, but are still deep when
it comes to love and you know what you want

~~Which%20Band%20You%20Are~~%3F%3F/”> ??~~Which Band You Are~~??
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now for a bunch of korn ones…

Amber
Yous a true Korn bitch hahahahaha

Are you really a Korn Fan?
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Damn there aint no foolin you, you know your shit.
Rock On baby!!

How well do you know your KoRn lyrics?
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jon
You are thee wonderful Jonathan Davis. That means
that you’re a sexy mother fucker and you’ve
come along way during your fucked up life.

What KoRn member -R- You?
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“Freak on a leash” – Unleash the fury!!!

What Korn’s song best suits you
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issues

What KoRn Cd Are You
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UR A HARDCORE KORN FAN!

R U A TRUE koRn FREAK?
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now for rammstein!:

You are SONNE. You are a nice person and you like
life.

What Rammstein song are you?
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ou by Quizilla

funny. rammstein says i like life. but the others ones dont…

You are Till Lindemann!
You are Till Lindemann on Vocals!

Which member of Rammstein are you?
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i want to be flake!!!


You are Sonne! You are a fairy tale gone wrong.
You are involved with addicts, dominatrixes,
and dwarves who fiercely resemble band members.
You are visually gorgeous and highly
interesting

Which Rammstein music video are you?
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funniest music video ever!

Sexy!!
You are obsessed!! Like me!! muahaha! Aren’t they
sexy? And cool!

How Obsessed with Rammstein are you?
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Herzelied
You are Herzeleid

Which Rammstein Song are You?
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ok… im going to stop… as u can see… quizzes make no sense at all… the end.

Music: Rammstein – Adios

08/07/2003 Entry: “i got a telephone call today.. they said i won a trip to las vegas… if i paid $99.50 a person”

popups are fun!
not really…
but when ur earning money with them…
its fun!
magical truck adventures is fun!
same as ddr…
im good…
i got a 18 combo…
on the first song…
yay!
my cousin procrastinates…
its bad…
there was a essay for him due today
at 12 morning…
so yesterday…
at 11:15 PM he started…
45 minutes to write a 5 paragraph essay…
never knew fingers could type that fast…
silly…
me and my cousin were bored…
and so we made this thing of a person…
a person my cousin knows…
if u want to see it…
its at Here
and i was bored…
so i photoshopped a cousins’s friend’s eyes…
if u want to see it…
its here…

the original…


so bored…
thats all!

i got a new mouse for my computer…
its great…
the scroll mouse is so…
scrollable!
and it doesn’t go insane anymore…

Music: Static-X – Black And White

08/06/2003 Entry: “i play the magical truck adventures… dont mess with me… PhEAR ME!”

anyone ever play magical truck adventures? its an arcade game where ur on a cart thing on tracks… and u pump it up and down with a friend… and jump and try to get the magical stone back… the cart somewhat looks like this:

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some thing like that… i drew it cuz i forgot what it was called… well… the thing is really hard… it makes the arm muscles go into pain… thats why im going to play that game everyday! and ill be uber buff…

you know what? my cousin was talking to me. about lord of the rings. he wanted to spoof it. calling legolas bagelas. it made me think. why do people like legolas? hm? is it because he has long hair? even guys like legolas more than any of the other guys… wtf makes him so special? why? i think gimli is a more interesting person than legolas… and legolas has infinite arrows… so strange!… i hate it… oh well… i wonder why people dont like the midget with the ax.

LUmeNAstRalis signed off at 11:23:50 PM.
LUmeNAstRalis signed on at 11:24:01 PM.
azN xrE taRD BOI: why u go on and off a lot?
LUmeNAstRalis: my AIM has issues with me

Music: nothing

08/05/2003 Entry: “barophobia means fear of gravity”

i think im barophobic… hm… yesterday… i watched jackass again… the movie… i realized… that that stupid movie can have many meanings… so many meanings that can be used in the real life… there are so many hidden meanings in that movie… the main thing it taught me was… dont do stupid things… i think thats a little too broad… but its a pretty good lesson from such a stupid movie… i learned not to do stupid things such as walk on a tightrope over water… filled with alligators… or to get a tattoo while riding in a car thats going offroad… and i also learned not to take a toy car, put it in a condom, then lubricat it and stuff it up your ass… hm… thats all i learned…

thank you for reading…
i might write more later…

if you want to be a super good drummer then open kazaa and search “slipknot drum” in video and download a 30 meg file of a drum solo by slipknot… its pretty crazy! FUN!

if i learned italian i could start my own axis of evil! yay! i know german from rammstein and megaherz… i know japanese from japanese class…. now all i need to know is italian!… time to watch life is beautiful over and over again until i learn italian…

my cousin looked through my yearbook and saw many of the pictures showing girls hugging each other… and stuff like that… he commented by saying that “your school has a lot of lesbians”… its quite strange… girls can hug girls without being called lesbians… but guys cant hug other guys or else they would be called gay… its pretty stupid… but i still wouldn’t hug a guy…

im sorry i dont know what to write… i just feel so… empty… nothing to write about… nothing to talk about… whats the point of this anymore? so if this all doesn’t get interesting anymore… u will know ahead of time… so to amuse you while you are so bored… i have this interesting picture of bush… press ctrl-a for full effect…

Aldaris888: dude, last nite, i had the strangest dream
azN xrE taRD BOI: what was it?
Aldaris888: but the overlying effect wuz awesome
Aldaris888: mr. bowen got fired:-D
azN xrE taRD BOI: what a weird dream
Aldaris888: indeed
Aldaris888: and wut’s weirder, it wuz all leland ppl on the bret harte campus
Aldaris888: very strange

which reminds me of this one dream i had… that school was killed from the budget cuts and we were all sent to different schools… somehow i was sent to lynbrook while everyone else i knew was sent to bellarmine… strange… my dreams suck…

Aldaris888: i think i should stop smoking pot before i sleep
Aldaris888: it’s bad for the head

Music: FFR music

08/04/2003 Entry: “nausea is intruiging”

today i went to great america… it was intruiging… my cousin and i went on a nausea marathon… went on all the nauseating rides there… it was stupid… but interesting… i ate a teriyaki bowl… and then went on top gun… fun!… then it was fun watching people waste money by throwing rings onto bottles… or throwing coins onto teflon coated pieces of glass… or trying to use this hand thing to get the key to open the playstation box… oh wait… that last one was us… we played the arcade… 6th in time crisis 2… and like 11 in LA machine guns or something of that sort… fun stuff… it was fun…

i also saw a person that looked exactly like robert miles…
pretty crazY!

i want hair like wayne static!

Music: Metallica – One

08/03/2003 Entry: “ive always wanted to form my own cult”

hm… it seems like this world has lost all originality… everyone is so similar now… everyone at school dresses all the same… even without all the uniforms… its so strange… people all dress the same… then theres all the gothic people… but theres so many goths… its not original anymore… everyone listens to the same type of music now… wear the same clothes… this world is so much into fitting in… so everyone is the same… so thats why im going to form my own cult… we can all wear white… we can darken all the skin and whiten the areas around the eyes… we can all listen to heavy metal… and have super long hair! thats my new cult… yay! joy! anyone want to join?

HASH(0x83b3df0)
You are ice. You have a cold exterior but a warm
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Ice!
ICE is your chinese symbol!

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i think its agreed that im ice..

HASH(0x873c480)
avoidant

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yay! my disorder has finally changed! im no longer schizoid! im now avoidant!

Music: Metallica – One

08/02/2003 Entry: “”what accent is thiS!? is a troll accent! crazy people””

hm..
why do i even update this blog crap? its not like anyone reads this… and if anyone does read it… its nothing of importance… nothing special… my sister is scary… why?! why do i waste my precious life writing in this?! why do i waste my life running a website? hm?! why? i hate this… i hate this is all… strange stuff… ahhh!! u know whats pretty stupid? theres like 7 people on my buddy list whose sns start with azn… and they are all asian!!! so stupid… my life sucks… nothing to write about… so hard to write on this crappy laptop keyboard… oh no! my cousins’ hero has been killed… what is my sister doing here? why do people to lil in their sns? hm… do they want to be known as little? hm. what is this crap? such random crap! bah bah bah! punk rock sucks! hm… when i went to valley fair a few days ago there was this huge victorias secret… it was like half of the mall… bah… how could they have so many different kinds of underwear? so stupid… hm… my cousin thinks that undead is crappy… i think they are wonderful race… best race… my sister is reading all this… so annoying… bah… xangas are strange… such uncustomizable craps… only 5 entries shown at one given time… what is this premium crap? so stupid… i hate xanga… i hope it dies… and why are xangas used mainly by asians? its been quite hot these days… i had a jamba juice on the day i went to the mall… my cousin tried to trick me into adding a femme boost… silly boy… hm… this has become one of the longest pieces of meaningless crap that has been added to my blog… its not a xanga! goodbye… have a good day… and have fun during this wonderful summer… im downloading the pianist… supposedly some good movie…

Music: Static-X – Black and White

btw… i need a new mouse… will anyone buy me one?

08/01/2003 Entry: “Botang Ohan: cool! your cousin has the same last name as you!”

hm…
today me and my cousin went biking…
we killed 3 of 4 tires…
fun…
what else…
nothing…
i write…
but nothing is here…
ahh…
my life sucks…
but warcraft 3 makes up for it…
i like my life…
but it sucks…
i found a new band…
they are called v-mob…
they are funny…

Music: V-Mob – Reflections