Monthly Archives: June 2003

06/30/2003 Entry: “my topic of the day…”

after summer school… we listened to the daily after bellarmine radio… it always begins with techno with bad reception… then after all the speed bumps it changes between the rock and the rap… the rock played some ataris… (i think)… twice… same song… the rap made me think… one day… i could become a rapper and become rich… but i would never be content with what i had… because its the way rappers are… rap… i could become the next tai mai shu… so on the way home… i tried to talk “black”… and pretend im a rapper… it was very chaotic… if i suddenly “got a beat”… grew big shoulder muscles… get tattoos of many stuff on my arms… shave my head… do a reverse michael jackson… and get a few chains of gold… get many women… get good cars… i would be a perfect rapper… here are some “raps” i made randomly…

i will write a rap
cuz its crap
i was cruising down the street in max’s car
passed a bar
dont give a fuck about the ham
i see a man
wearing a yellow hat
with a bat
ready to whack
anyone in his path
yesterday
was a good day
cuz i ate hay
and paid
with gay j’s
yesterday
i saw a worker
getting devoured by a lurker
today
rappers like getting puma’s
but they will never be content
cuz they have many women
to give them some stuff
that is inappropriate
for the innocent
and they like to eat tuff
or something like that

my rap is done…
you see?
its so good…
doesn’t even rhyme…

and a treat for reading this crap by the new 1337 rapper. heres a picture of the future me…

hey… its not as bad as danny’s picture…

guess what? i ordered frozen throne!!! yes!!!

azN xrE taRD BOI: i bought frozen throne
f a t s h e e p1: good
f a t s h e e p1: i will too
f a t s h e e p1: and we can play
f a t s h e e p1: like korean man
f a t s h e e p1: till we die

disturbed – prayer ‘s music video is strange… a minister guy on the street with a bible… lights… some hobo… 2 prostitutes on the street… buildings falling down… band playing…

Music: Nothing that has rap

06/29/2003 Entry: “my life”

so… how do you all do today? fine? well… so do i… except for my problems at summer school soon… memorizing some of those elements… 51 of them… screw that…

today my other cousin came… and uncle and aunt… and they came… and my sister and the cousin (shes like 8) went to the golfland waterslides… i didn’t want to swim or get wet… so i spent time in the arcades… i played all those sidescrolling airplane games… played time crisis 3… and dead or alive… dead or alive made me think of how sick and twisted those game makers in japan are… especially tecmo… those sick people… cause the girl fighters to wear miniskirts… and there seems to be very low gravity around the chest area… why? why make those polygons and sprites have sexual content? dead or alive was a fun game… but all that womenly stuff is unnecessary… why cant those producers just go out and find some real women? instead they have to program polygons that look realistic… and make them do some crazy things… i dont want to know what they do when they render the 3d pictures… to prove my case… u can look at this picture of kasumi (the main girl in dead or alive 2) if you dont believe how sick those japanese programmers are… note to all those sick twisted doa2 players out there: the swim suit pictures are unlocked after beating story mode with 5 different characters… now if you are one of those people that like to look at polygonial women… maybe you should look at more real women… like Akika Wamura (Brian Luu’s fantasy)… ha

yesterday… funnest warcraft 3 game ever… it was me, ben tang, and chris huynh vs 2 computers… we beat them… then we fooled around… ben tang took over all the gold mines… and chris tried to clear the forests… while they were doing that i built a bunch of ancient protectors… i covered about 1/4 of the map with ancient protectors… then i uprooted them all and it lagged chris’s computer…

my life has been incredibly boring these days of summer… i have to go to summer school… nothing really happens… my life is sucking… i hate this… please someone help me… save me from the clutches of death… free me from boredom…

thats all for today…

about time…

f a t s h e e p1: whoa
f a t s h e e p1: i got it now
f a t s h e e p1: when u close the fridge
f a t s h e e p1: u can see abox
f a t s h e e p1: nice

Music: Rammstein – Links 2 3 4

06/28/2003 Entry: “omg wheres my hair!?”

my hair was cut today… its short… ahhh!!! i cant see my hair anymore… i dont need to squint anymore… my eyes are free of random hairs flying in… i hate this!!! good thing theres still the summer for my hair to grow back…

i rearranged my room… i also cleaned it out… i never knew i had this crap in my room… i found a lot of junk… i found a high lighter… a bunch of cd cases… a few pencils… my old english notebook… a lot of other junk…

ahhh

Music: Dir en grey – Drain Away

06/27/2003 Entry: “[insert subject here]”

[insert greeting here]
[insert rant about summer school here]
[insert random rant here]
[insert what happened today here]
[insert some other crap here]
[insert goodbye here]
[insert music of the moment here]

hello…
summer school was stupid today… we had to memorize 51 elements… i didn’t… so i failed the quiz… good for me…
i hate my blog… it seems to always follow the same path… always the same layout… always the same meaninglessness…
today nothing happened… i became obsessed about the “castle game”… fun stuff… i went the church… more soon to be sophomores need to go… its very empty…
i watched cant stop’s music video by the red hot chili peppers… funny… like most of them… meaningless… yet funny… i was told my hair made me look like bruce lee… i think its because its so long now… im cutting it tomorrow… i will miss my hair…
goodbye… that is all i want to write since the castle game awaits me…

Music: Rammstein – Sonne

06/26/2003 Entry: “go out and hug a guy! get in the mood of bellarmine!”

sorry peoples…
the last few days…
my server was all screwed up…
the host replied with this….

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interesing…
a “DOS attack”… wtf is that?
i want them to tell me wtf that is…
oh well…
well… bellarmine is stupid as usual… theres another kid in my class called abraham chang… CRAZY STUFF… except hes one of them retarded asians… hm… he should have my sn… bah…

well… i hate bellarmine… the people there are really stupid or something… they have a bunch of guys that are punk rock ish people… gothic guys… eww… i hate them… i can be a gothic guy… i just need to make my skin very pale… take some rubber wristband… preferably black or orange… then wear all black clothing… afi clothing prefered… then theres a choice of pants… one gothic guy could wear really baggy black pants with flourescent lining that are not jeans… or they could wear super tight jeans that makes me wonder how they can stand the pressure… then here comes the fun part… transfomation… color the hair of one gothic guy black… then make them colorful… like green… or blue… or purple or something… and one cant forget the eyeliner… just take a few pens or pencils and outline the eye… fun stuff… while their outlining their eyes… they could outline their lips while they are at it… then a few spiky earrings would be useful… or a collar with spikes… wear a belt with a HUGE buckle… and tuck in the shirt right around it… so the buckle is emphasized… if a goth wants to wear something other than black they have many other choices… hmm… actually they dont… only black is allowed… transforming into a goth could never be funner…

after school… we (me, my sister, danny, max) listened to our daily after bellarmine radio on the car ride home… first time in the 2 weeks i heard something good… other times its just techno on 92.7 with reception from 92.3 and the mexican channel nearby… or its rap… rap they play at all the mixers… about doing a “puma”… other times its just punk rock… but today… red hot chili peppers! yay… good stuff… after a while… and 4 more weeks left of bellarmine… my life is sucking…

Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers – Can’t Stop

06/25/2003 Entry: “sorry peoples”

sorry… the last few days… i was reformatting my computer… and my server was down for a while… so there were no updates for a few days… forgive me…

u know what i hate? i hate vocabulary… for summer… i have to go to some crappy summer school at bellarmine… to learn sat verbal… i have to memorize 15 vocab words a day… it pisses me off… why cant the world just use basic words… the words we use in our everyday language should be concise… but then… suddenly theres sat words… words that are so long… they just make one lose their composure… we use words that can have good communication… but then there are big sat words that causes people that dont care to contend with those words… people try to praise others with big sat words… but what if they dont know wtf that word means? what if they think its a diss and become contentious? sat words aren’t useful in life at all… they are only there for braggarts who want to show off their wonderful vocabulary skills… cant we all concede that sat words a useless words? only ets and college board dont… stupid people… i think those people at ets and college board are anarchists that want to take over the government by causing animosity from everyone… and those sat words are so arbitrary… who the hell cares about some conflagrations? will anyone use sat words in real life? those people at college board are so superficial… do they expect us all to use these words everyday? those people aren’t very viable… guess what!? rant is on the sat word list… interesting stuff… in this world there is a profusion of sat words… they should all be deleted from peoples memories because they are so prodigal… of course they are prevalent… but no one uses those words… just a way to piss people taking sats… dont call me a partisan because i believe sat words at stupid… this is one of the verbose entries in my blog…

Music: Final Fantasy X-2 – 1000 No Kotoba

06/22/2003 Entry: “a new entry for all you folks interested in my life”

so… you’ve come here hoping to somehow intrude my life huh? well… i guess thats the point of a blog… oh well… so… yesterday’s lan party was fun… i lost a lot… but oh well… people play games all day now… what a waste of a life…
my cousin came yesterday… he went with me to the lan party… the time zone change made him fall asleep… so we left “early”… around 11:30 pm… today… he woke me up early… and he went on my computer to look at cars… he was salivating at some cars… and made me save them on my computer… well… here they are…

i know nothing of cars… so dont expect me to tell you what they are… i went to pick up my grandmother at the airport today… i saw some family wearing fanimecon shirts… they were leaving… they came to santa clara county just to go to some anime convention… what losers… anime is just a bunch of pointy-chin ed people with huge eyes… and spiky hair… nothing special… so stupid… i hate it…

today i went to stanford… stanford was interesting… a wedding there… theres a wedding whenever i go to stanford… i went to the book store… they sell cool stuff…. then i went home… in the parking lot there was a car that said UC Berkeley… in front of stanford… funny…

that is all… my life has been intruded enough… goodnight…

Music: Final Fantasy X-2 – 1000 No Kotoba

06/20/2003 Entry: “my new entry”

my new entry… i now hate bellarmine more now… today there was a lockdown, then there was a earthquake, then a fire… only drills… bah… i hate that squeaky voice kid… i hate him… he pisses me off… he like had his balls chopped off… or maybe its just the gayness at bellarmine…

as of right now… i am playing yahoo pool with christina… pool is quite fun… there will be no anecdote today… christina decided she didn’t want to play pool anymore… oh well… well… i cant think of anything amusing today… so… there is nothing to write about…

what was the point of this entry? why did i write it? why do i waste my computer time writing random crap in this place? why do i take up more space on my website? why do i move my fingers to type all these stupid questions? what is this? who am i? where am i? wtf is going on? how is this happening? when is it? what?

so bored… life sucks… nothing to do…

lan party tomorrow!!! happiness… warcraft 3!!! i will be able to play again… my computer is stupid so wc3 doesn’t work… i hate it… i have to reformat sometime…

a coversation to me when he found out my wc3 doesn’t work…

f a t s h e e p

1 (3:44:23 PM): SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
f a t s h e e p1 (3:44:29 PM): this is the end abraham
f a t s h e e p1 (3:44:37 PM): happy dagger
f a t s h e e p1 (3:44:40 PM): here is your sheath
f a t s h e e p1 (3:44:51 PM): (im dead now)

Music: Foo Fighters – Everlong (Acoustic) [I can almost play it!!]

06/19/2003 Entry: “amazing summer school”

summer school at bellarmine is amazing…
it amazes me…
its the first day and im already sick of it…
i have to catch up on all of the stuff…
i have a lot of stuff to catch up on…
especially in english sat…
all these vocab words…
so stupid…
in my chem class theres this one kid with some voice problem or something…
his voice is so high pitched…
its like a shrilled girl…
craziness…
it made me think of mana from malice mizer…
heres a picture….

its very annoying…
its a boy…
but it seems like a girl…
i hate it..
im angry…
i want to rant about punk rock…
cuz they annoy me a lot…
punk rock bands… always a few guys that seem like boy bands… except with a hidden bonus… they play instruments!!… they always seem to be depressed about love or something… love is the only thing they can think of… and breaking up from love… and making love… such as blink 182… sex obsessed freaks… same as all those other punk bands… they are the only bands on love line or something… bands like the ataris, blink, box car racer, simple plan, good charlotte… they are always on love line… sick bastards… the only hard rock band i know that has ever gone on love line is disturbed… but they are disturbed so they are excluded from this… and so my conclusion is reached… all people in punk bands are perverted freaks and they like to sing about love…

Botan Gohan: shinde kudasai

translation of what he was trying to say: i hope you die

Botan Gohan: I must get a better than you in MAH
Botan Gohan: I will not lose to an AZN!!!
azN xrE taRD BOI: ur asian
azN xrE taRD BOI: or half
Botan Gohan: but I don’t call myself an azn
Botan Gohan: only you and ben k are threats
Botan Gohan: azn retard and azn birdman

Music: Nothing Punk

06/18/2003 Entry: “wow”

wow… the year is over…
its been so quick…
thats what is said every end of the year…
people always saying they will miss everyone…
people will see them next year…
geez…
so…
my freshman year is over…
i will soon be a staleman…
hm…
why sophomore…
wtf does sophomore mean?…
suffer more?…
then suddenly after some suffering…
one is promoted to a junior…
but junior is small…
isn’t that more of a demotion instead of a promotion?…
then theres senior…
which is older upper classmen…
it kinda makes sense…
but old people 65+ years are also called senior…
do high school seniors also get discounts like old people seniors?…
im going insane…
i think the school system is as screwed up as mr bowen thinks it is…
which makes me think of mr bowen…
school ended!!!
no more mr bowen!!!
im not taking bio AP!!!
i think i have no chance of getting him now!!!
bliss…
bowens class was stupid today…
nothing…
i listened to st. anger (metallica)…
good stuff…
songs are really long…
thats good…
cuz i have 100 minutes of nothing…
after school…
i went to round table with scott and others i know vaguely…
food was good…
then i walked home in the sun…
by myself…
it was really stupid…
i died…
i came home…
i wrote this…
good bye…

I scored a 62% on the “HoW AzN aRe YoU??” Quizie! What about you?

Music: Final Fantasy X-2 – 1000 No Kotoba

06/16/2003 Entry: “how do you all do?”

finals have come…
the time for mass studying…
the time for mass grade drops…
such stupidity…
i hate finals…
why!?
a 20% of a grade…
can drop so much…
and that japanese final sucked…
damn listening section…
its like a damn SAT2…
gayness…
i hate it…
i hate it all…
fuck it…
fuck it all…
pe final wasn’t that bad..
there was no final…
we watched catch me if you can…
strange movie…
leonardo dicaprio “does” every women he sees…
pimp…

azN xrE taRD BOI: fuck japanese
azN xrE taRD BOI: in the ass
f a t s h e e p1: personification
azN xrE taRD BOI: ha
f a t s h e e p1: good english abe

Music: Korn – Falling Away From Me

06/15/2003 Entry: “palm pilots”

there are few computer related inventions that piss me off…
none of them do…
except the palm pilot…
people call it a PDA…
its very stupid…
whats the point in having a palm pilot…
why cant people use the traditional pen and paper for notes?
why cant they use their memory for phone numbers…
instead they carry this piece of metal around…
people waste all their money buying addons for this piece of crap that wont do anything…
like daniel chang…
but hes another rant…
well…
whats the point of having a palm?…
its basically a crappier laptop…
it only has like 128 megs of memory…
a few tens of megs goes to formatting…
such stupidity…
i hate it…
people accessing the internet with one of those…
use a damn laptop or something…
the text on a palm pilot is so illegibal…
its so fucking small…
i hope all palm pilot owners die…
ahhh…
daniel chang’s choking me….

I 3at Rice: Dude I wanna go back in time when Fukui-san’s mom was pregnant and kick her in the stomach.
f a t s h e e p1: that’s mean
f a t s h e e p1: fukui isn’t that bad, she just sucks at english
I 3at Rice: That’s how much I hate her.

Music: Papa Roach – Between Angels and Insects

06/14/2003 Entry: “saturday the 14th”

id like to share something…
steve told me this yesterday…
“mr bowen thinks hes asian… but hes not!… there are D students, there are C students, there are B students, there are A students, there are A+ students, then theres asians… mr bowen thinks hes an asian but hes not… hes a… *thinks for a while*…. a korean… hes a korean… hes below F student…”

funny stuff…

my mom probably made a world record for shopping…
she bought a lot of crap…

Music: Static-X – Black and White

06/13/2003 Entry: “friday the thirteenth eh?”

today is friday the thirteenth…
day of mr b

owen’s final…
the last day of bowen…
happiness…
not really…
today when we were driving…
there was a pickup truck ahead…
it had a bunch of stuff for construction…
when the green light came on…
this cylinder used to be a concrete filler thing fell out…
it almost hit the car…
pretty crazy…
we dodged it but the people behind stopped and all this traffic happened…
funny…
not really…
in english we played risk…
interesting game…
takes too long…

Music: Korn – Let’s Get This Party Started

06/11/2003 Entry: “im sick of it”

i was going to finish my list from a few days ago…
but when i was almost done…
BLACK OUT!!!!
wonderful…
so i decided to stop…
since i forgot what i wrote anyways…
fucking gray davis… its all his fault… causing all these blackouts and all this shit… making the budget cuts on all the school… fuck it all… i hate you gray davis and i hope you read this… this is kinda meaningless since i dont know mr davis personally and i dont know if hes really the fag he is… all i know is he has the same last name as jonathan davis (korn’s lead singer) and it makes me sad… also his first name is a color… its like naming ones kid green or purple or any color…

today i had a piano recital… it was the teachers recital and it was really GAY… i can spell it out for you: G-A-Y-!-!-!-! yea… that was what it was… and since my teacher is so stupid she hosts them at other student’s house… and that student’s house had a fucked up piano… the e flat note was fucked up and my piano song was the wonderful beethoven – sonata pathetique (movement2)… if you dont know the song… its completely filled with that very special e flat… so i was all screwed… i still played better than all the students that didn’t have that note… retarded teacher…
when i was coming home… i entered the court i lived on… kids were playing baseball in the court… i think they are very stupid… i HATE my neighbors… they are stupid… either they are really mentally ill or they did not see the car… they didn’t move for the car… fucking retards… they continued playing their game of baseball so we had to weave through their game… fuck… i wish they would be run over one day and i could see them cry in agony while their internal organs get smashed and mutilated… watch them slowly bleed to death… it would be great… too bad im not that mean…

the year is almost over…
my plans for summer:
summer school at bellarmine – not good
mah summer hw – not good either
sleep for longer periods of time – good
play warcraft 3 – very good
work on “the matrices: retarded” – good
cousin come over – good
come out of my room at least once not including the summer school..

Music: Slipknot – Left Behind

06/10/2003 Entry: “nothing much”

PHTHAL0CYANINE: my PC blows
PHTHAL0CYANINE: both ways
PHTHAL0CYANINE: it blows air
PHTHAL0CYANINE: and it has problems
PHTHAL0CYANINE: sometimes
PHTHAL0CYANINE: cause of the awesome workmanship

ill write something later

06/09/2003 Entry: “school ends soon”

school ends soon…
what does that mean?
well it means many things…
it means my freshman life is over…
no more time being a freshman…
it means that summer school begins…
it means that it will soon be summer…
it means that all the seniors will be gone…
although i dont care much since i dont know any of them…
it means that i will stay home for 3 months…
it means that i will be sleeping a lot…
it means that i will soon be a sophomore…
it means that i have more time to play warcraft 3…
it means that i have more time to add more to these meaningless stream of entries…

this whole year…
what have i learned?…
ill list 100 things i have learned…
1 my name is abraham
2 my last name is chang
3 japanese is a hard subject
4 mushrooms have bad side effects
5 sats are hard
6 stan is good at predicting the death of dogs
7 math class is boring
8 i have the same teacher for math next year
9 pat time is really stupid
10 ms kim sucks at crossword puzzles
11 chair sliding is fun
12 lelandcraft is not as popular as the box
13 i can format my sn to have big letters say NERD BOI
14 domains aren’t that expensive
15 yearbooks cost a lot
16 koreans like soccer
17 all the mixers suck
18 magic cards piss me off
19 ben kung is too smart to be a freshman
20 pe is a waste of time
21 watashi wa ushi o shimasu
22 a lot of people are in speech and debate
23 static-x is good stuff
24 guitar is hard
25 all the english books suck
26 romeo and juliet are retarded
27 x2 was interesting movie
28 matrix reloaded was not as good as expected
29 procrastination is bad

ill finish the list later…

Music: Darude vs. Robert Miles – Children of the Sandstorm

06/08/2003 Entry: “card games”

card games… they are everywhere… especially at school… they have the normal poker cards… then they have those really expensive waste of money cards… my rant goes to those… magic, star wars, yugioh, pokemon… they never stop… i thought that around 6th grade the pokemon craze would end… but this year… i found out that it would never stop… yugioh everywhere… those blue eyes white dragons or whatever the hell they are called… damn it all… cameron brown being the fatass he is lost about 200$ of yugioh cards… he probably lost them in his body… but he was complaining about his cards… i hate it… cards can never get to that value… its just a damn piece of cardboard with some foil… and they print some editions of cards on them… its just a freaken waste of money!!! never buy any of those cards… only playing cards are worth it… 13 is much better than some yugioh crap… they even made yugioh into a tv show of people throwing cards at each other… or something like that… stupid…

Music: Static-X – Black and White

06/07/2003 Entry: “what boringness”

my life is getting boringer everyday…
nothing exciting ever happens anymore…
it leaves me nothing to write in this blog of mine…
there used to be interesting stuff happening like…
hm…
there was nothing…
never was…
and yet i somehow was able to write so many entries in my blurty…
now i changed to greymatter and i cant seem to write any more entries…
i ran out of things to talk about…
the days now are very repetitive…
wake up…
go to school…
come home…
sleep…
this happens 5 days a week…
and for 180 days…
for 12 years…
what a waste of my life…
i was going to play a game of warcraft 3 or something today…
but i thought of all them 1337 talkers out there…
and it made me not want to play…
i guess this will be my rant…
1337 talkers…
t4lking lyke dis and w00t and all that crap… completely ruins the game of whatever game ones playing… makes them not want to play that game anymore… freaken
retards… always talking all those crap with numbers… its almost like that asian pride crap talk… except its gayer… because people dont need to mind asian crap… they have to mind people talking on some game… its very stupid… i hope all retards like that die!!!!

Eat it
btw the 1337 on that sucks… its supposed to be 1337 not l33t… stupid un1337 retards…

sugaryish: yes, i’m one three three seven too.

Music: DJ Sammy – Heaven (Candlelight Remix)

06/05/2003 Entry: “minor chords and communism”

todays lelandpalooza was weird…
a 3 person band…
one guitarist (another asian)…
one drummer…
and one…
keyboarder…
WTF happened to the bassist?
i guess they dont have one…
who sang?…
not the guitarist…
not the drummer…
not the keyboarder…
hm…
it was really strange tho…
guitar guy was really into his guitar…
swinging his hands and all this crap…
only movable minor chords however…
funny…
they sucked in the end…
interesting melodies tho…
for world cultures extra credit…
i have to write about some crappy book…
called red azalea…
its about some lesbian girl in china…
she goes around fantasizing about some girl she meets at a farm…
then one day her friend does a man…
and she gets really sad…
and some communism crap does some crap…
communism is bad…
people get equality with communism…
thats why no one does anything…
then dictatorship comes in…
one person above all…
kinda like the school system…
thank you for reading crap by the one and only abraham chang…

Music: Korn – Alone I Break

06/04/2003 Entry: “asian rap”

todays lelandpalooza sucked…
why?
it was rap…
and why was that rap crap?
it was asian rap…
and it was a “rap group”…
3 rappers… 3 microphones… 1 music player…
what happened to the instruments?…
stupid rap…
rap is a gay genre of music…
it gets even gayer with asians rapping…
and theres one white guy with the 2 other asians…
they looked lost…
and “were collecting dust since [they] were 13″…
if one wants to listen to rap…
LISTEN TO BLACK MAN RAP!!!
not some crap “AZN” rap…
and all that damn azn pryde crap…
its very stupid…
people have to have everything written lyke dis…
411 di5 kr4p jus7s m4k35 17 h4rd3r 70 r34d…
its like talking fob…
no wonder asians are all misinterpretted…

theres no more “music thing” here…
so… i will have to type it when i remember…

Music: Dir en grey – Drain Away

06/03/2003 Entry: “my promised rant”

i thought of a rant…
its a rant about j-rock…
j-rock is good music…
but the bands…
they are very scary…
take dir en grey for example…
or any j-rock band that is visual kei…
they all dress up as girls!!!
and they are all guys!!!
its pretty disturbing…
why can’t guys just be guys?…
they dont have to dress up all as girls and trick people into thinking they are girls…
they are so damn scary…
and they get very close to each other at concerts…
for strange reasons…
its very disturbing…
i think they are really gay men… but they don’t like being gay… so they dress up as women… and be lesbians… or something like that…


Malice Mizer…
kinda looks like AFI…


Dir en Grey…

keep in mind that these are guys and not the girls you see…

sugaryish (5:44:30 PM): they are good at looking like girls

sugaryish (5:46:05 PM): this guy thought one of them was beautiful
sugaryish (5:46:09 PM): and then he found it they were guys

sugaryish (5:48:46 PM): i suppose they shave their legs then

06/03/2003 Entry: “hello fellow readers”

hello to those few readers out there…
my new blog crap got set up now…
it will hopefully be better and wont be all screwed up like some blurty crap…
anyways…
today was a queer day…
mah test…
hard stuff…
kinda…
swimming is gay…
i hate it…
wet…
i get to learn how to be a lifeguard…
woo…
i can get a job like that…
that could be my future career…
lifeguarding for minimum wage…
bah…
math class is really boring now…
it always was…
origami is more interesting…
but its too hard for my simple mind…
todays lelandpalooza was good…
church band was wonderful….
good stuff…
hm….
that is all…
i cant think of any rant to write about right now…
my blurty is still a good place to go…
if ur looking for rants and stuff…

06/02/2003 Entry: “exit blurty enter greymatter”

testing my new blogging program…
it will be better now…
blurty will be gone…
yea…
i changed the template and all…
only the comments page is f—ed up…
for now…
go to my blurty…

Tuesday, June 3rd, 2003
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Subject: this is the end
Time: 5:10 pm.

this is the end… good bye blurty… it was good while it lasted… now i have gone to another program… good bye… no more updates here…