Monthly Archives: February 2003

Friday, February 28th, 2003
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Subject: splatter day…
Time: 5:27 pm.
Mood: calm.
Music: Disturbed – Conflict.

today was a splatter day…
bird splatter…
good thing it didn’t hit me…
it hit kevin chang…
on the jacket…
it splattered somehow onto his neck…
for some reason max was nearby…
and it splattered onto his face…
wonderful…

bio test came back…
stupid ap crap…
got a b or c…
something like that…

english essay was so stupid…
we had to write in pen…
i made a lot of mistakes…
i wrote a rough draft and a final draft in 1 hour!…
isn’t that amazing?…

math was boring as hell…
no notes…
only those quizzes…

in pe rape class…
i learned about all that crap…
we watched a movie…
a girl got raped…
it was very…
disturbing…
and all that crap…
im sick of going to that crappy rape class…
everyday i have to go to that freaken sportsfolio room…
next to the girls locker room…
so gay…
all the girls wonder why the hell im walking to the girls locker room…

hmm…
missiles…
iraq…
all that war crap is going to happen…
i predict that there will be hippies all over again…
since this war isn’t very liked…

btw…
has anyone heard of that strange lesbian band called tatu?…
they are strange…

oh yes…
mister rogers died yesterday…
i dont really care…
never really liked his show…

today…
while on the car…
i looked out the window…
and saw…
a frightening figure…
the figure of math past…
OMFG…
it was MULLEN!!!!…
i almost died…

Thursday, February 27th, 2003
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Subject: hilarious…
Time: 6:09 pm.
Mood: awake.
Music: Sublime – Date Rape.

hilarious…

uwttocsscottwu: i hate people who don’t have to try and are juss naturally smart….that’d be u
AzNxReTaRdBoI: not me
uwttocsscottwu: hell yea
uwttocsscottwu: math genius
uwttocsscottwu: all u do is sit around and play CTC2

oh well…
i have no idea what he is talking about…
i play phoenix also…

today was a strange day…
like always…
in rape class…
we learned about how to prevent rapes…
if about to be raped…
say some weird stuff…
such as…
“im pregnant”..
“i have aids”…
i dont get the second one…
what if the raper has aids…
he will rape you and u will get aids…
the other one was to urinate on the attacker…
strange…
oh well…
in math…
i played command and conquer…
and phoenix…
i was offered a chance to get 1 more extra credit point…
even tho i have a 107% in the class…
in bio..
test…
bad…
enough said…

rape class reminds me of a good song by sublime…
Date Rape!!!

Let me tell you about a girl I know,
had a drink about an hour ago.
Sitting in a corner by herself, in a bar in downtown Hell.
She heard a noise and she looked through the door.
And saw a man she’d never seen before.
Light skin, light blue eyes, a double-chin and a plastic smile.
Well, her eyebrow raised as he walked through the door
And took an empty seat next to her at the bar.
“My brand new car is parked right outside. How’d ya like to go for a ride?”
And she said.”Wait a minute I have to think.”
He said, “That’s fine. May I please buy you a drink”
One drink turned into 3 or 4 and they left and got into his car
and they drove away someplace real far.

Now babe the time has come.
How’d ya like to have a little fun?
And she said.” If we could only please be on our way, I will not run.”

That’s when things got out of control.
She didn’t want to, he had his way.
She said, “Let’s Go”
He said, “No Way!”
Come on babe it’s your lucky day.
Shut your mouth, were gonna do it my way.
Come on baby don’t be afraid,
if it wasn’t for date rape I’d never get laid.

He finished up and he started the car
He turned around and drove back to the bar.
He said.”Now baby don’t be sad, in my opinion you weren’t half-bad.”
She picked up a rock.,threw it at the car, hit him in the head, now his got a big scar.
Come on party people won’t you listen to me.
Date Rape Stylie.

The next day she went to her drawer, looked up her local attorney at law,
went to the phone and filed the police report and then she took the guy’s ass to court.
Well, the day he stood in front of the judge he screamed, ” She lies that little slut!”
The judge knew that he was full of shit and he gave him 25 years
And now his heart is filled with tears.

That night in jail it was getting late.
He was butt-raped by a large inmate, and he screamed.
But the guards paid no attention to his cries.

That’s when things got out of control.
The moral of the date rape story, it does not pay to be drunk and horny.
But that’s the way it had to be.
They locked him up and threw away the key.
Well, I can’t take pity on men of his kind,
even though he now takes it in the behind.

That’s the way it had to be.
They locked him up and threw away the key.
Well, I can’t take pity on men of his kind,
even though he now takes it in the behind.

DATE RAPE

She didn’t want to TAKE IT!

Sugar Bowl Is Gay
its a movie…
with a fat guy playing the guitar…
playing the same chord over and over again…
its actually quite hilarious…
u should watch…
the super bowls not the only thing that is gay…

Botan Gohan: that fat kid’s onto somthing. Spider man has made us all gay

btw… todays my mom’s bday…

oh crap… essay in english tomorrow…

Tuesday, February 25th, 2003
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Subject: nyah
Time: 8:37 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music: Rammstein – Mutter.

today was a nyah day…
i didn’t do much…
english sucked…
school sucked…
we changed seats in english today…
i didn’t change seats…
actually… only about 10 people changed seats…
amazing…
i had to stay after school for some math contest…
i took it for the hell of it…
it was 4 hours long and had 5 problems…
i did all of them…
in less than 2 hours…
i dont think i did them right tho…
i wrote some proofs about them…
i wrote about 1 paragraph for each problem…
everyone else was like writing 2 pages each…
hmm…
i turned mine in first…
i left early…
it was too strange being in there…
the test was called BAMO if u wanted to know…
which i doubt u do…
it stands for Bay Area Math Olympiad…
its a crazy arse test…
i have a japanese project now…
its about the Ryoanji Temple…
crazy crap…

i have to say something about the new linkin park song…
OMFG…

A rap written by Andrew Phan…
called…
Welcome to Kali…

Welcome to kali
where azns rule
u can find us at deh tops
of every skoo

Test scores so high
dat nobody can beat
buh if u wanna try
juss take a seat

SATs GSEs
u noe wat to do
juss copy off deh azn
sittin next to yoo

U wanna get good grades
u wanna pass deh test?
ish ez juss admit it
azns are bettah den all deh rest

U mess wit an azn
u gonna pay deh price
hoo gives a shit
if we at home eatin our rice

Break our glasses
we’ll break ur face
dun be hatin’ on us
juss cuz of our race

I aint racist
aint tryin to be
juss tryin to make
deh whole world see

We worked our asses off
we earned your respect
made it on our own
dun need to call collect

Yeah u noe dat its tru
we got hella bettah cars
tastier food, cooler games
and hotter chicks by far

You cant stop us now
we headin’ for deh top
ish an azn invasion now
aint afraid of no cops

We’re makin Kali our home
dis is our world now
all u non azns
bettah learn to bow down

So dis is deh end
of mah titeass rhyme
o yea one more thing
ur gonna have a helluva time…

hilarious…

Botan Gohan: hello
AzNxReTaRdBoI: yes?
Botan Gohan: what? i have to have a motive to say hello?
AzNxReTaRdBoI: maybe
Botan Gohan: Ok. you know this just isnt working out. I want a divorce.
Botan Gohan: From starcraft
AzNxReTaRdBoI: huh?
Botan Gohan signed off at 10:31:17 PM.

Monday, February 24th, 2003
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Subject: well
Time: 9:59 pm.
Mood: blank.
Music: Static-X – Black And White.

well… nothing to talk about today…

no more weight lifting in pe… time for RAPE CRISIS AND PREVENTION!!!
isn’t that great?
1/3 of all females get sexually abused in their lifetime…
1/6 of all males get sexually abused in their lifetime…
prime targets of sexual abuse include people that wear glasses…
hmm…

rant of the day: the grammys

yesterday… i watched some of them grammys… i saw the beginning…. it was quite queer… all those stupid nominees… such stupidity… no doubt?… cmon… no one likes them… nsync?… those homos… justin timberlake… a homo of the group of homos… who the hell chooses these people?… and why do the most homo always win?… strange isn’t it?… why dont they ever choose the right bands?… its always all that punk and crap and pop… avril lavigne?… stupid homo girl that sounds like a guy whose voice is cracking… my god… i hate that crap… wheres the korn?… wheres the static-x?… wheres the rammstein?… whatever happened to all those techno people… they already made a bunch of techno freaks suffer already… the only person that seemed normal in the grammy place was probably eminem… wait… never mind… damn grammy people… im wish i was a grammy person…

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Saturday, February 22nd, 2003
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Subject: some strange song…
Time: 4:39 pm.
Mood: amused.
Music: that song.

some strange song found by ruyen…

If you’re crappy and you know it
(Sung to the tune of “If You’re Happy and you know it”)

If you cannot find Osama, bomb Iraq
If the markets are a drama, bomb Iraq
If the terrorits are frisky, Pakistan is looking shifty, North Korea is too risky, bomb Iraq.

It’s “pre-emptive non-aggression”, bomb Iraq
Let’s prevent this mass destruction, bomb Iraq
They’ve got weapons we can’t see, and that’s good enough for me, ’cause its all the proof I need, so bomb Iraq.

If you never were elected, bomb Iraq
If your mood is quite dejected, bomb Iraq
If you think Saddam’s gone mad, with the weapons that he had, and he tried to kill your dad, then bomb Iraq.

If your corporate fraud is growing, bomb Iraq
If your ties to it are showing, bomb Iraq
If your politics are sleazy, and your hiding ain’t east and your manhood’s getting queasy, bomb Iraq

If we have no allies with us, bomb Iraq
If we think someone has dissed us, bomb Iraq
So to hell with the inspections, lets look tough for the elections, close your mind and take directions, bomb Iraq.

Fall in line and follow orders, bomb Iraq
For your might knows not our borders, bomb Iraq
Disagree we’ll call it treason, let’s make war not love this season, even if we have no reason, bomb Iraq.

Friday, February 21st, 2003
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Subject: bah
Time: 9:58 pm.
Music: Korn – Wake Up.

life sucks… what can we do?…

all i do everyday is write in this crap…
stupid blurty…
i dont know wtf i am talking about…

im going to make an analogy with life…
life is like…
like…
being constipated…
it sucks…
its painful to go through it…
but once its through…
it gets much better…

today i played warcraft 3…
i won once and lost once…

its time for abraham’s warcraft 3 adventures…
i was playing 3v3…
i was human…
allies were orc and human…
my job was knights…
other humans was sorcs…
orc was taurens…
we creeped so early…
i rushed to knights…
i was getting knights so quickly…
orc man was taurening very quickly…
other human was sorcing very quickly…
we creeped the whole map right when the enemy was getting footmen…
it was great…
the footmen vs my knights…
i had about 3 goldmines going at any given time…
we attacked later…
i had a lvl 10 archmage already…
the sorc man invisibled one of me knights and i MASS TELEPORT into the guys base…
the was mass rapage…
everything was murdered…
2 bases died…
the other guy…
he built so many freaken watch towers…
i sent in my knights…
for meat…
i rushedbuilt some workshops…
then i massed about 20 mortar teams…
MASS TELEPORT!!!
and the guy died…
the end…

GG

thats all for now…
check back next time for abraham’s warcraft 3 adventures!!!

Subject: bah
Time: 11:05 am.
Mood: bored.
Music: Rammstein – Sonne.

i have nothing to talk about…
rant of the day: sadies hawkins

i hate it… everyone is talking about this dance… wtf is so special about it?… oh well… i cant say too much or else people will come and kill me with pitchforks and crap… heres the history about that dance that is too much overtalked about…..

On November 1, 1938, The Charleston Gazette sponsored Morris Harvey’s first Sadie Hawkins Day celebration. The race and mock wedding that served as its finale were held between halves of the Morris Harvey – New River State football game. It was believed to be the first such celebration in the nation, the genesis of a national craze. The City News Reel Company filmed that first celebration, and it played as a newsreel around the country. Unfortunately, that film has been lost.

Sadie Hawkins Day was named for a cartoon character developed by Al Capp for his Li’l Abner comic strip. Sadie Hawkins was so ugly that her father, Mayor of Dog Patch, U.S.A., feared he would never marry her off. In desperation, he decreed a Sadie Hawkins Day. All unmarried men in Dogpatch would get a ten minute head start before Sadie and the other unmarried women began running after them. The man each woman caught would end up in front of Marryin’ Sam for a shotgun wedding.

At Mo

rris Harvey, the rules allowed all the female “residents” to chase their men, who were given a ten second head start. The men were not allowed to run out of bounds or past the fifty yard line. When the race was over, couples would line up to be married by Marryin’ Sam. Participants dressed in the “hillbilly” costumes shown in the comic strip. The costumes for women, off-the-shoulder blouses and mid-thigh or shorter ragged edge skirts, were quite brief in relation to the usual attire of the 1930’s-1950’s. Parents sometimes objected to the amount of bare leg being shown by their daughters.

The names of persons holding roles other than Li’l Abner and Daisy Mae were not usually recorded, not even the names of the girls portraying Sadie Hawkins herself. Some of the other characters who were portrayed were Marryin’ Sam, Earthquake McGoon, The Wolf Girl, Moonbeam McSwine, Hannibal Hoops, Mammy Yokum, and Pappy Yokum.

Al Capp attended Sadie Hawkins Day at Morris Harvey College on November 2, 1946. That celebration was combined with homecoming, and Mr. Capp rode in the homecoming parade. Impressed with the spirit shown by MHC students, he recommended MHC as a filming site in 1951 when Paramount Pictures made a short documentary about the Sadie Hawkins Day craze on college campuses. Many MHC students appeared in that film, which was shot May 9-11, 1951 on location at Coonskin Park, downtown Charleston, and at the Sunrise Mansion. The Morris Harvey Archives has a 16 mm and a VHS video copy of the film, which can be shown on campus to groups. U.C. does not hold the copyright to the film, and can not copy it for individuals.

There were no Sadie Hawkins Day celebrations during World War II. Not only were most of the “boys” fighting overseas, but there were no football games to serve as a ” frame” for the race.

Sadie Hawkins Day was celebrated sporadicallly at Morris Harvey College in the late 1950’s and early 1960’s, finally dying out after the 1963 celebration. The demise of football at MHC in 1956 and the resulting loss of an appropriate venue for the race was a contributing factor, as was the changing social climate in the 1960’s.

Sadie Hawkins Day revivals were conducted in the Fall of 1974 (sponsored by Theta Xi fraternity) and as part of the 100th anniversary celebration in 1988.

how the hell did it ever become a school dance thing…

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Thursday, February 20th, 2003
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Subject: christina again
Time: 10:04 pm.

oh yes! i mustn’t forget!
click here for an amusing game!

Subject: … i don’t know
Time: 9:56 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music: none!.

hola.. this is christina. i don’t know why i am writing in this. i suppose because i am BORED.
let’s see…
what to write about
today, i woke up at 6:30.
then i went to swim practice.
extreme fatigue.
i’m sore…and i think i got sunburned or something..
yupyup.
i’ll just skip to what i’m doing right now.
i’m playing pool with danny(this is only kind of because i keep forgetting that i am playing..)
oh yeah…
that’s about all.
i’m al hyperish right now. i think it’s because i was reading this funny book.
hahaha.
okay…
this was a weird entry and i can tell abraham is getting annoyed because he keeps saying, “are you done yet?” “how long are you writing” and such annoyances so i must now cut my entry short and stop babblign on like so.
alright.
x(tina)

Subject: shanghai knights
Time: 9:47 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music: Disturbed – Liberate.

i saw shanghai knights today… its a good movie i guess… i went to a crappy movie theather… the stupid place said it was 2:00 show but it was really 2:30 and they got all screwed up and played it at 2:50… oh well… its a perverted movie… “the salmon don’t swim up the stream”… “shooting empty caps”… “spotted dick”… some other crap i cant think of right now… they ran into stonehedge… quite weird…

oh well

nothing to talk about…

punks dont like punk rock… punks like music like korn and slipknot and all that heavy metal crap… isn’t that strange?

ZeLaChAnG: punk rock is pop rock

Tuesday, February 18th, 2003
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Subject: back from freezing
Time: 8:59 pm.
Mood: amused.
Music: Eminem – Lose Yourself.

im back from the freezing place
i went to reno…
didn’t gamble…
i wish i did…
last time i won 1$…

i watched movies at circus circus (our hotel)…
it was ok…
i went skiing…
i skiied…
i flew up about 6 feet in the air…
then landed it…
then fell down…
collapsed…
skiis fell off…
oh well…
it was wonderful feeling the great snow…

im back…
bah

i ate a fortune cookie today…
the fortune said “Someone Special Admires You.”

Bull Shit

today is my dads birthday…
i had to fix the washing machine…
i had to climb behind it and clean out the crap…
and find where the “leak” is…

Saturday, February 15th, 2003
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Subject: blah
Time: 7:43 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music: Kittie – Brackish.

today…
nothing special…

yesterday…
valentines mixer…
nothing happened…
boring crap…
there was only like 10 people there…
i watched people rave…
and break…
and string rave…
it was very wonderful…
until it got boring…
then it was just sitting around and melting in the fucking cafeteria…
there was this guy from pioneer…
he wore a red shirt and a cap…
had earrings and chain necklace…
he was quite good at breakdancing…
quite amazing…
nothing much happened…
overall…
it was ok…

before the mixer yesterday i had school…
it was ok…
in pe we played that prison ball thing…
somehow i survived the longest on my team…
i threw the ball at a person…
he was juggling the ball…
damn that person…
he caught it later on…
i was out…
my team lost…
japanese test was quite weird…
bio test was like a bio test…

we have a break now…
it is called ski week…
i am going skiing…
tomorrow…
leave…
gone…
go skiing…
because it is ski week…

people always talking about this dance called sadies…
quite annoying…
i have no date…
oh well…
more warcraft 3 playing time…

i signed up for warcraft 3: frozen throne beta testing…
i hope im one of the lucky 10000 people…

i found a new band called kittie…
they quite good…
its like slipknot/korn…
but its a group with girls…
quite weird…
ahh…
they are canadians…
what do you expect?…

sigh…
life is crap…

Friday, Febru

ary 14th, 2003
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Subject: valentines day…
Time: 5:42 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music: Static-X – Black And White.

well… today was my first valentines day at high school… i guess it is like any other valentines day… crappy… oh well… valentines day is a lame day… it was probably invented by some hippie… i got free candy today… nothing special… its always like that… bah…

the valentines mixer is in 2 hours and 15 minutes… oh… great… its going to suck…

Thursday, February 13th, 2003
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Subject: bah
Time: 9:44 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music: Korn – Wicked.

today was a waste of time…

like all days

tomorrow is valentines day…
nothing to do except go to school and take 2 fucking test things…

dont like bio dont like japanese…
argh…

i was supposed to be studying… but i found another one of those surveyish things…

wow… i found another one…

~*~Info about you~*~*
Full Name: Abraham Chang
Age: 14
Sex: male
Birthday: Oct 12, 1988
Where do you live: San Jose
Where else have you lived: San Jose
What state: California
Zodiac Sign: Libra i believe
What school do you go to: Leland High School
What is your mascot: Charger
What are your school colors: yellow, blue, white… i think
Nicknames: abe
Where were you born: San Jose
What hospital: fogot
What are your hobbies: sleeping… playing computer…
Hair color: black
Ever dyed your hair: no
What color: never dye hair
Hair length: dont know
Eye color: brown
Height: 5’7 something like that
Weight: 120
Have any pets: fish, rabbit
Whats their names: unnamed
Siblings: Grace, Esther
What do you fear most in the world: computer virus…
What do you regret the most: saying crap i dont mean…
If you could do anything without consequences, what would it be: sleep…
Do you have braces: did
Do you have glasses: yes
Are you good at school: sure

*~*~Favorites~*~*
Car: have no idea
Color: black and orange
Teacher: thats a tough question…
Day of the week: sunday
Holiday: Christmas
Season: Winter
Month: December
Sport: does wc3 count?
Movie: dont know
T.V. show: tv?
Food: those baked pizza things…
Drink: red bull, berryish water
E-mail buddy: huh?
Saying: STFU
Word: huh?
Room in your house: my room…
CD: my mp3 cd
State: California…
City: San Jose
Letter: A
Number: 3.141592653…

*~*~Your friends~*~*
Friends: friends?
Spend most time with: friends
Best house: i dont know
Funniest: dont know
Smartest: ben kung
Hottest: hmm…
Strongest: kyle chong
Most athletic: stephen matsuoka
Knows you the best: myself
Most outgoing: dont know
Most shy: me
Always negative: ME
Most trustworthy: …
Most fun to be with: …
Biggest flirt: i shouldn’t list his name
Best eyes: do i look at people’s eyes?
Most depressed: me
Sweetest: people that are nice to me?
Most annoying: they wont be a friend would they?
Who follows you: no one…
Do you make friends easily: sure y not?
Are you intimidated by any of your friends: dont know..
Who do u think would help u the most if u were in trouble: myself
Who do u think would risk their life to save yours: no one
Who is the most popular: stan
Who is the most unpopular: hmm…
Who do u want to go to college with: everyone
Who is the biggest junk food junkie: stephen
Who do u think has the nicest siblings: reinaldo
Who do u think has the nicest mom: huh?
Who do u think has the nicest dad: huh?
Who do you have the most inside jokes with: ben gill

*~*~This or That~*~*
Red or Blue: Blue
Pretzels or Potato Chips: Pretzels
Jeans or Khakis: Khakis
Comedy or Drama: Comedy
Computer or TV: Computer
Gold or Silver: Gold
Outgoing or Shy: Shy
Tall or Short: Tall
Breakfast or Dinner: Dinner
Day or Night: Night
Radio or Cd’s: CDs
Internet or Phone: Internet
Happy or sad: Happy
Guy or girl: Girl..
Sexy or Cute: both?
Tough or wimpy: Tough
Strong or weak: Strong
Funny or hilarious: is there a difference?
Summer or winter: Winter
Love or lust: Love
Friends or family: Friends
Car or truck: Car
Dog or cat: neither
Walk or run: walk
Inside or outside: Outside
Hurricane or Tornado: hurricane
Thunder or lightning: they come together…
Sunny or cloudy: cloudy
Loud or quiet: quiet
Black or white: Black
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Diary or journal: Journal
Writing or typing: typing
Cold or hot: Cold
Pen or pencil: Pencil
Candle or insence: depends on the insence
Plain paper or lined paper: lined paper… better to play paper.net on…
Curly or straight: huh? is this a gay-straight question?
Blanket or sleeping bag: blanket
Shower or bath: shower
Hamburgers or hotdogs: Hamburgers
Pochahontas or Mulan: mulan
Chicken or turkey: chicken
Shorts or pants: Pants
Tank tops or t-shirts: T-shirts
Spanish or German: German
rich and dumb or poor and smart: poor and smart
Markers or colored pencils: Colored pencils
Mercedes or BMW: BMW
Orange or grape: orange
Land or water: water
Sneeze or cough: cough
Skittles or M&M;’s: M&M;’s
Truth or dare: dare
Drummers or guitar players: guitar
Sprite or 7-UP? Sprite
AIM or MSN Messenger? AIM
Email or Phone? Phone
Bath & Body Works or The Body Shop? huh?
Australia or Africa? Australia
Flirting or a good conversation? good conversation…

*~*~Love life~*~* .
Do you have a crush: sure why not?
Whats his or her name: u tell me
How old are they: why is it they? shouldn’t it be her?
How long have you liked him or her: u tell me
If you could kiss anyone in the world, who would it be: who else?
Do you prefer being the dumper or the dumpee: Neither
Do you think there is a person for everyone: bullshit… no one for me
If yes, do you know who yours is: like i said… bull shit
Do you believe in love at first sight: dont really care
Do you have a b/f or g/f: No
How long have you been together: no b/f or g/f…

*~*~Past~*~*
First grade teacher’s name: Mrs. Nielson
Last word you said: crap
Last song you sang: Korn – Lets Get This Party Started
Last meal you ate: chinese food
Favorite childhood cartoon: Garfield
What did you hate most about school: its stupid
Last person you flipped off: long time ago… i dont flip people off anymore… i just say “fuck you”
Last song stuck in your head: Rammstein – Zwitter

*~*~Present~*~*
What’s in your CD player: MP3 cd
What color sox are you wearing: not wearing socks
What’s under your bed: boxes of junk…
What’s the weather like: i dont know
What time did you wake up today: 6:00
Did you think it was earlier, later, or on time: early

*~*~Future~*~*
Who do you want to marry: a girl
Are you going to college: sure why not?
If so, how long do you want to go: enough to get me a good job
Where do you want to go: dont give a shit
What is your career going to be: dont know
Where are you going to live: san jose
How many kids do you want: 2
Kids names girls: ill decide later
Kids names boys: ill decide later
Where do you want your honeymoon: whereever that is nice
What kind of car will you have: a car that works

*~*~Have you ever~*~*
Smoked: no
Been Drunk: once
Been high: kinda…
Done drugs: vitamins?
Partied until the sun came up: yes
Stayed up all night on the internet: yes
Met someone off the internet (in person): yes
Cried over a guy/girl: no
Been in a fist fight: yes
Been in a cat fight: no
Wanted to kill someone: many people
Fell off a chair: yes

*~*~Other~*~*
Do you like your handwriting: its ok
If you could be anybody, who would you be and why: myself
What superhero would you be: me
Do you have any piercings: nope
Any tattoos: when i was little i had those temporary tattoos..
If so where: arm..
If not, where and what do you want: dont want a permanent one
Are you picky: depends
What makes you cry: things that hurt me emotionally
What makes you mad: anything that doesn’t make me happy
Do you like cartoons: not really
Do you believe in heaven: Yes
Do you believe in God: Yes
Do you think there is a hell: Yes
Do you believe in the devil: i dont worship him
When you get mad, do you swear a lot: yes… read the entry on the day of the finals
Got milk: huh?
Do you have a magic 8 ball: nope
Ever worn black nail polish: no
Do you have your own tv and vcr: no
Do you believe in fate: Yes
Do you see dead people: everyday…
Are you a good speller: depends
Do you ever steal anything from hotels: those soap and shampoo things were free…
what is your last name backwards?: gnahc
do you want to be the first person on the sun when you
grow up?: if i one day become strong enough to withstand the heat… sure why not?

What Do These Words Make You Think Of:
Frog: amphibian
Carol: huh?
Soldier: war
Star: supernova
Ticket: korn concert
Breakfast: crap

im bored like hell

You come from an Ancient Civilization. Egypt,
China, Rome… a piece of all the greatest
civilizations of their time can be found in
you.

Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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You come from an Ancient Civilization. Egypt, China, Rome… a piece of all the greatest civilizations of their time can be found in you.

hilarious…

Wednesday, February 12th, 2003
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Subject: killing time…
Time: 10:07 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music: Blah.

time to kill time

? Current date & time: look on the time on this blurty
? Current age: 14
? Current height: 5’7… some thing like that
? Current weight: 120
? Current eye color: brown
? Current hair color: black
? Current shoe size: 11
? Current pant size: i dont know… i wear what fits
? Current shirt size: adult Large
? Current location: my room
? Current job description: student
? Current piercings: none
? Current tattoos: none
? Current shirt: quiksilver
? Current pants: jeans
? Current shoes: none
? Current socks: none
? Current makeup: makeup?
? Current jewelry: my fake 10$ watch!
? Current nail polish: none
? Current desktop picture: some strangeish thing
? Current DVD in player: none
? Current CD in player: mp3 cd with korn disturbed slipknot rhcp etc
? Current program on television: tv?
? Current favorite person: favorite person?
? Current favorite food: those baked pizza things
? Current favorite beverage: red bull
? Current favorite candy: mints
? Current favorite book: forgot… haven’t read in quite a while…
? Current favorite bands/artists: korn, static-x, rammstein… etc
? Current favorite smell: dont know
? Current favorite taste: sour
? Current favorite movie: have no idea
? Current favorite television show: have no idea
? Current favorite song: Korn – Falling Away From Me
? Current favorite animal: dont know
? Current favorite season: Winter
? Current favorite holiday: Christmas
? Current favorite color(s): Black and orange
? Current mood: confused
? Current annoyance: justin gorgen
? Current worry: japanese test
? Current crush: somebody… someone…
? Current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping
? Current wish: for a star to come out so i can wish upon a star

[The story behind your user name]: azn- im asian, x- used as a space, retard- me, boi- im a male
[Where do you live?]: San Jose
[4 words that sum you up]: sleepy, confused, dazed, blah

DESCRIBE YOUR…
[Wallet]: blue and white quiksilver
[Hairbrush]: dont know
[Toothbrush]: those bendy ones
[Jewelry worn daily]: glasses?
[Pillow cover]: some random thing my mom got
[Coffee cup]: dont drink coffee
[Sunglasses]: sunglasses… i dont wear them
[Underwear]: those underwear
[Shoes]: reebok
[Favorite shirt]: ones that fit
[Favorite pants]: ones that fit
[Cologne/Perfume]: ben kung’s…
[CD in stereo right now]: dont have a stereo
[Piercings]: none
[What you are wearing now]: normal clothing
[Hair]: just like normal

(what was/is/are)
[In my mouth]: saliva
[gave head]: uh…. i dont believe so…
[Wishing]: that life will get better
[After this]: sleep
[Talking to]: no one
[Eating:]: my saliva
[Fetishes]: huh?
[who do you wish you could see right now]: dont know
[Is next to you]: computer
[Some of your favorite movies]: dont know
[Something you’re looking forward to in the upcoming months]: nothing
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: a computer virus…
[Can you eat with chopsticks]: yes
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: cup of noodles!…
Comments: Add Your Own.

Tuesday, February 11th, 2003
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Subject: bah humbug
Time: 9:55 pm.
Mood: bored.
Music: Korn – Twist.

today i woke up really early to take this math test called AMC12… it looks good on record… i guess… i got to skip some of 1st period…

i looked at the classes for leland… there are like so few AP and honors classes… strange…

Sk4t3rb0y21: yo
AzNxReTaRdBoI: hey
Sk4t3rb0y21: yo
AzNxReTaRdBoI: hey
Sk4t3rb0y21: yo
AzNxReTaRdBoI: hey
Sk4t3rb0y21: yo
AzNxReTaRdBoI: hey
AzNxReTaRdBoI: we have the greatest conversation ever
Sk4t3rb0y21: yo’
AzNxReTaRdBoI: hey’
Sk4t3rb0y21: yo’
AzNxReTaRdBoI: hey’

its almost that time of the year again…
valentines day…
oh well…
nothing happens anyways…

Monday, February 10th, 2003
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Subject: bah
Time: 9:54 pm.
Mood: blank.
Music: Korn – Lets Get This Party Started.

bah…

todays japanese was great…
nothing done… went to library…
did these net send things…

the valentines mixer is going to be homo…
the tickets are on recycled paper…
the school makes too much money…

they are taking requests…
my request list….

Disturbed – Down with the Sickness
Disturbed – Meaning Of Life
Disturbed – Prayer
Disturbed – Shout 2000
Disturbed – Stupify
Disturbed – Voices
Drowning Pool – Bodies
Five Iron Frenzy – Oh, Canada
Foo Fighters – Everlong
Jimmy Eat World – Bleed American
Korn – Adidas
Korn – B.B.K
Korn – Ball Tongue
Korn – Blame
Korn – Blind
Korn
– Bottled Up
Korn – Dead Bodies Everywhere
Korn – Faget
Korn – Falling Away From Me
Korn – Freak On A Leash
Korn – Good God
Korn – Got The Life
Korn – Hating
Korn – Here To Stay
Korn – Justin
Korn – K@#&%!
Korn – Lets Get This Party Started
Korn – Make Me Bad
Korn – Reclaim My Place
Korn – Shoots And Ladders
Korn – Somebody Someone
Korn – Thoughtless
Korn – Trash
Korn – Twist
Korn – Wake up
Korn – Wake Up Hate
Metallica – One
Nirvana – Smells Like Teen Spirit
Our Lady Peace – All For You
Rage Against The Machine – Killing in the Name Of
Rammstein – Du Hast
Rammstein – Feuer frei
Rammstein – Mein Herz brennt
Rammstein – Zwitter
Red Hot Chili Peppers – By The Way
Red Hot Chili Peppers – Californication
Red Hot Chili Peppers – The Zephyr Song
Slipknot – I Am Hated
Slipknot – People = Shit
Slipknot – The Heretic Anthem
Slipknot – Wait and Bleed
Slipknot feat. Jonathan Davis – Look at Me
Static-X – Black And White
Static-X – Bled For Days
Static-X – Cold
Static-X – Get To The Gone
Static-X – Shit in a Bag
Sublime – Smoke Two Joints
Sum 41 – Still Waiting
System Of A Down – Sugar
Trust Company – Downfall

think any will get played?
i doubt it…

Saturday, February 8th, 2003
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Subject: fun!
Time: 8:40 pm.
Mood: calm.
Music: Korn – Falling Away From Me.

today…
ok day…
chinese contest…

i played a new game…

InsaniQuarium

its the funnest game in the world…
kinda…
its stupid…
but addictive…
fish feeding!!

s u g a r y ish: maybe you should stop playing that game for a while…
s u g a r y ish: feeding fish will eventually lead to high blood pressure!

Friday, February 7th, 2003
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Subject: violent day
Time: 9:58 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music: Our Lady Peace – All For You.

today was… quite a violent day…

japanese… crazy stuff… quiz… crazy…
pe… weight lifting… did wall squats… violent…

soon it was english… ahhh! acting…

my groups play sucked… it was violent… fight scene…
i liked the others… shars was quite hilarious… aj made it hilarious… jen and jenns was good… good depiction of juliet being the psycho she is… noblepauls (i dont know how to spell his name) was ok… he was juliet… he had kinda realistic… woman body parts… until they started to fall… and it was all strange… funny…
ours… was just violent… and stupid…
somehow… we were chosen to do it for another class… blarg…

AzN HyBRiD 02: its all b/c of stan
AzN HyBRiD 02: he made it good
AzN HyBRiD 02: if it wernt for stan
AzN HyBRiD 02: u probably wont get chosen

very true…

there was this thing on “ET” talking about michael jackson… quite hilarious…
i watched the ending of “the patriot”… funny fighting style… get in a line… its like a turn-based game… the rows die one by one…

Thursday, February 6th, 2003
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Subject: oh my ___
Time: 10:31 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music: Rammstein – Mutter.

oh…
today…
bad day…
i think im screwed tomorrow…

i have to act for romeo and juliet…
i dont want to act for romeo and juliet…
im benvolio…
i have 5 lines…

today…
i took math test…
quite easy i think…
in the middle of the test…
some person outside played really loud techno or trance music…
i lost my concentration…
fortunatly the person turned the music off…
i continued taking the test…

japanese quiz tomorrow…
not good..

oh well

my lines for the play:
“we are talking in a public place… lets go somewhere else where we can reason or leave… people are watching us here”
“are you hurt?”
“mercutio is dead!”
“tybalt is coming back”
“leave romeo”

Wednesday, February 5th, 2003
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Subject: this chatroom
Time: 10:24 pm.
Mood: confused.
Music: Korn – Ball Tongue.

this chatroom we had for english…

(10:21:26 PM) You have just entered room “stupid english acting crap.”
(10:21:30 PM) CrAzY AzN TriGGa has entered the room.
(10:21:31 PM) Aldaris888 has entered the room.
(10:21:33 PM) SteMat794 has entered the room.
SteMat794 (10:21:37 PM): bleh…
AzNxReTaRdBoI (10:21:37 PM): funny
AzNxReTaRdBoI (10:21:38 PM): we all here
SteMat794 (10:21:40 PM): u talk
AzNxReTaRdBoI (10:21:43 PM): me?
SteMat794 (10:21:46 PM): inform me of details later
*OnlineHost* (10:21:46 PM): Aldaris888 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 2 4
*OnlineHost* (10:21:49 PM): AzNxReTaRdBoI rolled 2 6-sided dice: 1 6
SteMat794 (10:21:53 PM): i gotta write blocks
Aldaris888 (10:21:55 PM): aite
AzNxReTaRdBoI (10:21:58 PM): i have no blocks
*OnlineHost* (10:22:00 PM): AzNxReTaRdBoI rolled 2 6-sided dice: 3 2
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:22:01 PM): hahahha u bastards
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:22:01 PM): LoL
*OnlineHost* (10:22:03 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 2 3
*OnlineHost* (10:22:04 PM): Aldaris888 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 5 3
*OnlineHost* (10:22:05 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 3 5
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:22:05 PM): u guys stop
*OnlineHost* (10:22:07 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 3 3
*OnlineHost* (10:22:08 PM): Aldaris888 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 2 5
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:22:08 PM): hahahaha
*OnlineHost* (10:22:10 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 2 4
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:22:10 PM): STOP!!
*OnlineHost* (10:22:11 PM): Aldaris888 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 5 3
*OnlineHost* (10:22:12 PM): AzNxReTaRdBoI rolled 2 6-sided dice: 4 1
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:22:12 PM): u guys do ur things
*OnlineHost* (10:22:13 PM): Aldaris888 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 1 2
*OnlineHost* (10:22:14 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 2 6
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:22:14 PM): oh man
*OnlineHost* (10:22:17 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 2 6
*OnlineHost* (10:22:18 PM): Aldaris888 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 4 5
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:22:19 PM): u guys are hopeless
*OnlineHost* (10:22:20 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 3 2
*OnlineHost* (10:22:20 PM): Aldaris888 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 5 6
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:22:20 PM): LoL
*OnlineHost* (10:22:22 PM): AzNxReTaRdBoI rolled 2 6-sided dice: 6 6
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:22:24 PM): STOP!!!!!!!!!!!
*OnlineHost* (10:22:24 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 6 5
*OnlineHost* (10:22:25 PM): AzNxReTaRdBoI rolled 2 6-sided dice: 4 2
*OnlineHost* (10:22:25 PM): AzNxReTaRdBoI rolled 2 6-sided dice: 6 5
*OnlineHost* (10:22:26 PM): AzNxReTaRdBoI rolled 2 6-sided dice: 4 5
*OnlineHost* (10:22:27 PM): AzNxReTaRdBoI rolled 2 6-sided dice: 1 4
Aldaris888 (10:22:27 PM): queer!
SteMat794 (10:22:30 PM): make it stop!
Aldaris888 (10:22:30 PM): 12?!?
AzNxReTaRdBoI (10:22:38 PM): i got 65!
SteMat794 (10:22:45 PM): well theres teh egg bacon spam and bacon
Aldaris888 (10:22:51 PM): shut up!!!
AzNxReTaRdBoI (10:22:55 PM): i got the highest number!
SteMat794 (10:23:00 PM): i did too
SteMat794 (10:23:02 PM): i got 65
SteMat794 (10:23:04 PM): so
hah!
Aldaris888 (10:23:08 PM): abe got a 66
AzNxReTaRdBoI (10:23:12 PM): so hah!
AzNxReTaRdBoI (10:23:16 PM): i did?
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:23:19 PM): hahaha
CrAzY AzN TriGGa (10:23:23 PM): hopeless
*OnlineHost* (10:23:34 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 3 6
*OnlineHost* (10:23:36 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 2 4
*OnlineHost* (10:23:37 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 2 4
Aldaris888 (10:23:39 PM): anywayz
AzNxReTaRdBoI (10:23:39 PM): stop rolling u mofo
*OnlineHost* (10:23:39 PM): SteMat794 rolled 2 6-sided dice: 1 1
Aldaris888 (10:23:41 PM): i’m gonna go
SteMat794 (10:23:42 PM): /roll
SteMat794 (10:23:44 PM): dang
(10:23:45 PM) Aldaris888 has left the room.
SteMat794 (10:23:48 PM): aite
SteMat794 (10:23:50 PM): if anything happens
SteMat794 (10:23:52 PM): just im me
AzNxReTaRdBoI (10:23:56 PM): im leaving
AzNxReTaRdBoI (10:24:00 PM): goodday

as u can see… we are very productive…

Subject: well…
Time: 10:03 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music: Korn – Good God.

my new name is heneriegh…

today… quite a weird day i guess…

actually… all my days are weird…

oh well

math was an extreme waste of time… i just stared at the person in front of me… jenn drew all over my notebook… now it is all colorful… math test tomorrow… oh no…

i now know photosynthesis…

rant topic:
PIANO!

its that damn instrument with black and white keys… i believe there are 52 keys in a standard piano… i hate that instrument… it pisses me off so much… its all black and white and queer… i played since 2nd grade and hate it still… WHY!?!… why am i forced to go through all this piano crap?!… damn them asian parents…

end

I scream without a sound
How could you take away
Everything that I was
Made me a fuckin’ slave
Your face that I despise
Your heart inside that’s gray
I came today to say
Your fucked in every way

Tuesday, February 4th, 2003
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Subject: blah
Time: 10:16 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music: Korn – Falling Away From me.

my blurty is getting really boring…

i need some stuff to make it more interesting…
i ran out of rant topics…
i need more of those stupid rant topics…

ah screw it…

AzN HyBRiD 02 (1:12:22 PM): hey abe
AzN HyBRiD 02 (1:12:26 PM): your soooo fione
AzN HyBRiD 02 (1:12:34 PM): rrrruff…..:-*

quite disturbing…
expecially coming from a guy…

lets find a topic to rant about…

Topic of the day: School

i kinda rant about this everyday… but what the hell… i hate all this crap… school is such a waste of time… i hate that… why the hell are we stuck with 12 years of school… and then sent to another 4 years of that damn college… blame the school system!!!… i hate this crap… they make ur entire life basically revolve around a few letters of the alphabet and a number from 1 – 5… such stupidity… ahhhhh!!!… and they always hire the strangest teachers… kill them all…

End

Subject: well…
Time: 5:55 pm.
Mood: bored.
Music: Rammstein – Zwitter.

well… today was quite a day… i had to wake up early to take some gay CAML thing for math… its extra credit… could be good for backing up my grade… i took the first quiz of the semester in bio today… i got 13/13 on it!!! i have an A+ in BIO!!!… yes!…

quite funny… some strange incident of ben losing his cologne… heres the story… in 1st period… character x (i will not use his name or he will get killed if ben reads this…) takes bens cologne… apparently he doesn’t notice until around 3rd period… then he starts kicking and punching random people to find his cologne… he guessed right the first time… but character x, being the quick person he is, somehow hides it somewhere… then during lunch ben starts kicking more people and searching their backpacks… i got my stupid backpack searched… argh… anyways… ben thought it was jeremy or ashley or reinaldo or david… one of them it was… he got extremely pissed and wanted to search character x’s pockets… now character x somehow passed it to brian which held it for the duration of the pocket searching… then gave it back… now the others that were accused became hella pissed at character x because of this… ben was like harassing them like crazy… somehow… just somehow… character x put the cologne back in ben’s backpack… but ben doesn’t know….

hilarious…

we have quotes for english… i like todays quote…

“i am free of all prejudice. i hate everyone equally.”
~W.C. Fields

oh well

i can leg press 495 lbs!!!!!

insane stuff…

i need an answer…

whos fault is it to cause the tragedy of romeo and juliet?
i have to write an essay for that soon…

gay…

Monday, February 3rd, 2003
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8:14p – argh
this week is going to suck crap…

i am all screwed for english…
stupid romeo and juliet crap…
i hate all that stupid acting crap…

argh

i hate english

argh

i hate biology

argh

i hate japanese

argh

i hate school

end

life is so repetitive… wake up… go to school… go home… do homework… sleep… repeat…

such stupidity…

Aldaris888: these days, if ur boobs r big, or if ur ass is big, ur a popstar
Aldaris888: now if ur a guy…

AzNxReTaRdBoI: i hate bowen
AzNxReTaRdBoI: kill him
Britracegreen: thats not nice
Britracegreen: he tries
Britracegreen: hes just a little
Britracegreen: um
Britracegreen: strange
Britracegreen: …

Aldaris888: may the force of osmosis be with you

current mood: annoyed
current music: Rammstein – Mein Herz Brennt

Sunday, February 2nd, 2003
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5:52p – sick
i am sick…
coughing and crap sick…

i played a guitar today…
i can play most of the zephyr song…
except this one part….

e|–5—–3—–5—-
B|–7—–3—–5—-
G|–7—–4—–6—-
D|–7—–5—–7—-
A|–5—–5—–7—-
E|–x—–3—–5—-

i need to know the fingering on that…

DeltaMarine2: your having trouble on those chords?
DeltaMarine2: it takes 3 fingers
DeltaMarine2: its easy
DeltaMarine2: 2 words
DeltaMarine2: BAR chords

also…
whats a ~ sign?

its a vibrato… but whats a vibrato??

it seems like vibrate…
vibrate the string??

i dont get this…

i can play a scale!
i can play most of zephyr song!

current mood: accomplished
current music: Red Hot Chili Peppers – Zephyr Song

Saturday, February 1st, 2003
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10:16p – today is a day
today was a day of newness…

it is the start of a new year… lunar calender style…
that means its:
chinese new year…
viet new year…
korean new year…
and so forth…
any country that uses lunar calender…

this morning…
i was playing

yahoo!graffiti…
it was really from yesterday… but i stopped at 12:10 this morning…
quite fun…

im sick…
i have a cold-ish thing…
my head is all queer…
i feel sick…

i watched spiderman today…
i watched him swing around…
pretty good movie i guess…
kind of corny…

speaking of korny…
some person tried to lyric korn – twist…

You’re not the right one dumb damn rapper
Not the right goddamn
Who are you to rap shit take off
And who says you’re right
On top you think you’r bomb artista
But you’re bent out of oooo right
Suck my dick
But don’t you think that you’re oooo right
Sometimes things might make me ooo ooo it makes me mad
And when it happens fuck it
Rugged in mind a hint by bite
Why does it not exist in you?
Right, shit, why hit in yet another day
Woo hoo right
It’s not woo hoo right
But you’r wrong
Twist
Put me in right now make mad
Prove that you’re right
Somehow you’re not right, huh
But that doesn’t make me mad
Right now you’re beggin’ for a little brew
All night
Yeah it’s so simple
I had some Red Dog, you hand over it
Twist

hilarious…

ZeLaChAnG: well how else can jon remember how to sing that song?

AzNxReTaRdBoI: k
s u g a r y ish: okay
AzNxReTaRdBoI: ok
s u g a r y ish: kay
AzNxReTaRdBoI: okaie
s u g a r y ish: O.K.
AzNxReTaRdBoI: oh kay
s u g a r y ish: ohhhh kay

current mood: blank
current music: Korn – Somebody Someone